So I have received the B12 oil which
@Hip mentioned. I used it yesterday and quite a ride last night. I would be very grateful is some people could help me figure out what was happening:
I took the first dose around 2pm, applied on my biceps.
Because I did not feel any effect from it, I took a second dose around 8pm, applied to same area.
Around 1am/2am I was going to bed. That was the time when some side effects kicked in.
Meds:
- 20mg SSRI
Side effects:
I want to mention first, that I got similar side effects in the past from other supplements/foods, so I am not sure 100% that it was in fact the B12 or some food I ate, or if it was the B12, that it was indeed the substance itself or just my weird body reacting to a substance it doesnt know. I will test this further in the future after I let it settle for a couple of days.
- First side effect was increased irritability in the following sense: imagine feeling the struck of a lightning after hearing the clap of a hand. My wife was doing some things in the bathroom at that time, and I could feel (!) every movement/noise from that.
- I got presleep images. Similar from when you play Tetris or a videogame for too long before sleeping.
- Gasping for air when falling asleep. Similar to the falling sensation that you can get before falling asleep. Every time I was falling asleep I had to immediately come back up with a loud gasp for air.
- Later tachycardia with a hot flush.
- in general increased tenseness / similar to a state of panic, which I was not in.
Effects today:
- I think a feel of improved clearheadedness is there.
- Better yet overall more positive feelings which seem oddly related to past memories (a smell, a song will trigger it).
- Both effects could possible also be due to: Lack of sleep; nice spring air today which I generally enjoy
Again:
I got similar side effects from supplements/food before. As they never had anything in common I never could for the life of me figure out what is the reason. Actually I thought that it had something to do with my stomach/gut. So this now being a transdermal oil is not helping my hypothesis XD
Altough I am not looking forward to it, I will replicate the whole test in the future. But any guesses from other users are more than welcome.