Although I have always been honest and sincere in my quest for answers, it has probably caused much unwanted stress for researchers trying to solve difficult problems under unfavorable circumstances. I sincerely apologize and am sorry for the distraction.
I'm also terribly sorry for any hurt I've caused sick patients. I know what it is like to be barely making it, and apologize.
It's not all my fault, but I take responsibility for my part in reacting or contributing to any dysfunction.
Fear, negativity, conflict, just bring out the worst in everything/everybody. Every action seems to have a reaction, and this is becoming more obvious in todays hyper-connected world.
Anyways, through this whole process I've developed a sense of better understanding and new found spirituality. Finally... Better late than never I guess....