@Garz - me
@Hip and
@Hipsman are the only ones doing it who are in contact.
no treatment is shutdown indefinitely via mail. And almost certainly in kiev as well, as far as i know.
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I was thinking of this last night.
normal people are at sea level. Maybe health people are at 2k feet. We are in the grand canyon, some of us at different strata.
i’m severe so near the bottom.
the state i was in was basically a new low, very sick and i was sure i would die in a few years time.
it’s hard to clarify to yourself that you are now on the mule trail out of the canyon, because you are so still very ill.
but i have to say i do think i al seeing improvements.
(Sometimes)i want to do things, i can play video games now some, if i need to i can make it to the doctor, or go shopping. I want to schedule a day for friends to come over.
And its a bit confusing too because playing video games raises me a a level or two, but there is just no way i’d be able to play before this, i dont think.
but basically i took this treatment because i was desperate. I didn’t know how long i could go on, and now i don’t really feel that way as much. Maybe this should be the most important part of my section.
where i’d still like to see improvement.
1) neutral existance without pain in my mind/brain.
2)more physical ability so i can improve my body
3)be healthy enough to take the covid vaccine
Those are the 3 goals i hope to see.
it’s very hard to parse if i am getting better sometimes, but if i just pause for a second and really think about, i’m fairly certain i am. Esp with where i was before and shortly after starting treatment. Also my mom who i live with also says she thinks its working.
maybe it’s all placebo or coincidence, but i guess i’m happy about it either way? I do certainly have my doubts sometimes, A lot of the times even. But when i try and think objectively i think that yes, i think its working.
and maybe the easiest question to answer, if i could do another round of treatment, would i? Resounding yes!
i would love to see this get some research!