Due to TOS I can't say what I am going to do about this, but I certainly is not going to be very pretty indeed. I've had enough of these criminals, and lucky enough not to be bedbound. I like my sleep time. That's all I can say due to terms of service.
If you couldn't source etizolam somehow, even though there are websites that still have it, and you didn't want to go to ER but want to prevent seizures or withdrawls, one thing I've done when running out is take phenibut , which you can buy online but is essentially a different kind of gabaergic than benzos, sort of similar to ghb or baclofen mixed with gabapentin. It will almost certainly prevent withdrawals but you want to also watch blood pressure as that can raise in benzos withdrawal and so I'd also take something like clonidine, guanfacine , or a beta blocker ... all things most doctors would give you either for anxiety or sleep or high blood pressure or heart rate or POTS. Seriously man, I realize its grim with doctors. I just talked to a pain doc who wont prescribe my valium and pain meds at the same time even tho I've been dependent on benzos for years and also need the pain meds. But there are avenues for this stuff and you dont need to do anythi ng drastic.
I can help you, or if I'm too tired and in pain, my sister can help you. You can message me , and ask for my phone number to talk off site. This issue of docs not refilling benzod scripts I was dependent on started years ago for me so I found other ways to fill the gaps , I have no shame about it, the withdrawals will kill you otherwise.