Snowed in from this awful blizzard, not that I was really planning on going anywhere much, but I don't like the feeling of being trapped.
New symptoms everyday. Today, I woke up with some kind of severe arthritis in my left foot. Usually, I get stuff on the right side, so this is new. Having a hard time walking and can't bend the foot without alot of pain. I don't know what it is, arthritis, part of the Lyme, I don't know. I just hope it will go away.
Still having massive sinus problems since the Swine Flu. It won't leave. My lungs cleared about the first week of January. But the post nasal drip remains or whatever it really is. We tried hitting it with two antibiotics and it only helped alittle bit. And I'm finding that OTC's actually stuff up my sinuses now.
Still having thyroid and gland problems. The Levothyroxine is crap, which I knew going into it. But I can't take the new Armour formulation and my doctor doesn't want me on anything else.
My white cell count is still up.
I have a feeling of......slowly dying, I think. It's not a good feeling. I've had it for awhile now. It's only 2010, I'm trying to hang on for 2012. Even though, sometimes, I think I'm stupid for fighting to live. Sometimes, I think I died in 1991 and went to a hell dimension. I think I'm too stupid to know I'm dead. But the thing is, I did die. I had three near death experiences. I came back, though. That was a choice. I think it was a stupid one. There you have my inner most thoughts.
New symptoms everyday. Today, I woke up with some kind of severe arthritis in my left foot. Usually, I get stuff on the right side, so this is new. Having a hard time walking and can't bend the foot without alot of pain. I don't know what it is, arthritis, part of the Lyme, I don't know. I just hope it will go away.
Still having massive sinus problems since the Swine Flu. It won't leave. My lungs cleared about the first week of January. But the post nasal drip remains or whatever it really is. We tried hitting it with two antibiotics and it only helped alittle bit. And I'm finding that OTC's actually stuff up my sinuses now.
Still having thyroid and gland problems. The Levothyroxine is crap, which I knew going into it. But I can't take the new Armour formulation and my doctor doesn't want me on anything else.
My white cell count is still up.
I have a feeling of......slowly dying, I think. It's not a good feeling. I've had it for awhile now. It's only 2010, I'm trying to hang on for 2012. Even though, sometimes, I think I'm stupid for fighting to live. Sometimes, I think I died in 1991 and went to a hell dimension. I think I'm too stupid to know I'm dead. But the thing is, I did die. I had three near death experiences. I came back, though. That was a choice. I think it was a stupid one. There you have my inner most thoughts.