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I appear to be dying - and it’s from neglectFirst off, I'm sorry that you are suffering in such a way. This illness and the related neglect can be devastating. In regards to getting a... -
I appear to be dying - and it’s from neglect@sunshine44 @linusbert Thanks- will reply as soon as able -
I appear to be dying - and it’s from neglectmy dear, i am sorry you are suffering this. i wish you one of those unforeseen sudden massive improvements. the only thing comeing up to my mind... -
I appear to be dying - and it’s from neglect@Howard do you have any tips for how you were finally able to get them to give you nutrition through a line? I’m so incredibly sorry for what you... -
I appear to be dying - and it’s from neglect@Carl. Appreciate the suggestions grrwtly. Lying here waiting for a call and resting. Apoears cant avoid hospital because lost another poubd since...
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Schedule (subjecct to change based on what is happening, may report in between if I feel it's needed)
7/21 - RLT - once in morning lower back, once later for seconds (under 15 seconds) back of neck - second exposure triggered extended fatigue relapse while first appeared to be stable clearing...
I debated whether I should tell everyone this but decided PR should for posterity know of another case similar to ar least one ive seen before
Quick version-i am in cachexia - my body weight is down to a BMI of 13.5. and the muscles have all been carbolized It has even accelerated last...
Things with RLT began to go south with the head/neck for some reason. Every session even cutting down to a minute daily began giving me extreme fatigue and more aching at the base of my neck that would get really bad later at night. I removed the RLT altogether for some days and bounced back...
Cool stuff. And the man has a point. 😁
Jul 16, 2025
At 1:25 scale, the model Starship Enterprise I'm building will be the BIGGEST MODEL EVER BUILT! Not only am I building the exterior of the ship, I'm also building the entire interior from the bridge all the way down to deck 24 in the...
Hey Y'all; a thing I'd very much love to go do if health, income, time, were available.
First, I made a comment,
🛶 Now, on with the narrowboating,
I'm still EMF sensitive but with shielding on everything I need to handle playing games now at least....unless the harddrive is going too much or my body even gets a hint of wifi. I sit here this morning with a face feeling like someone rubbed chili oil all over it and a general feeling of being...
Because this caught my attention and I want distraction from a misbehaving body today, even though doing this is not helping my stiff puffy painful hands.
And no, voice to text will not work since my voice has faded out today like it sometimes does.
This from 2018 was in their email newsletter...
Today and yesterday....and the day before I was doing terribly. All from the rebound of doing a adenosine experiment where I was seeing if I had a consistent reaction to antogonizing the receptors while adenosine was at peak concentrations which is around 11 PM. Every single time I would have an...
Words defy what some of us very very severe cases endure and go through.
There….are simply not words to describe this condition or to explain the feelings that go with it.
Since I have been one very, very severe after October crisis, it has been stunning to me and quite the knife in the back...
how does Neo have real world powers in the end of Matrix 2 and the whole Matrix 3?
there were common explanations like
1. matrix in a matrix
2. kinda bonding to the machines like telepathic or wifi
but i came up with...
Since everything on what I'm currently doing got way too chaotic and spread out over a bunch of topics I decided to type this up to wrap up what I'm currently doing and how it's all working with itself.
Over the past maybe a couple months now I been diving into working with enzymes and then...
Today was the second day in my RLT cycle of using the red light on my stomach and following the trend from last time the side effects were lessened upon using it again there. My guts at the time weren't doing so hot but calmed down quite a bit after the 1 minute of red light on them. I had some...
Pretty cool find, and what a coincidence!
➡️ Be sure to read article linked above
it made me in someways more anti social as i already was, but i am now reverting course on that, actually for a while now, but
also weirdly to the point before , it made me much more social as i was before, brought even some gifts like
- insane level of empathy for sick and suffering people
-...
I couldn't update my last blog post for some reason so I had to make a new one.
6/18 noon - I have pushed my way up to 2 minutes every other morning upon waking up from initially barely being able to handle 1 when I first started. No matter how I felt the previous days the side effect rebound...
I made it to 44.
Barely.
Yet, here I am.
My husband and daughter gave me a really special day despite my extreme limitations. And my son surprised me with a phonecall from the Air Force. 🙏🤍
If you want to help me celebrate,
Play this song (if you can) and dance in the sunshine (if you can)...
We paused infinity to slip into these velvet vessels for but a moment. The amnesia necessary. These next 5 years will certainly be a climax of many human years on earth, from my humble intuition.
It is but each of our choices to … fight…. Or create in coming days and years. Yes, even those of...
It’s the most magical time of the year.
Whether you are in hell … or not.
Flowers simply are indifferent and will STILL bloom 🥰🤍😊 and this, makes my heart happy. That despite it all…. Life, continues on.
It’s When my roses and wisteria bloom!
This was the last project I worked on in my old...