Owwwwwwwwwww. Went foodshopping yesterday and flaring into today. Got the usual flare up last night. Pain, tons of pain. Feels like someone is ripping every nerve cell out of my body. People who don't have this never understand. It literally feels like someone is ripping apart the nerve cells from head to toe. I am in screaming pain. Then on top of that, the fibromyalgia points are killing me. Stiffness. Everything stiffened up again like rigor mortis. My shoulders hurt, like the upper back is just burning. Light hurts my eyes. I am just dying today.
And I'm supposed to be doing things today and so far, nothing is happening. I'm in too much pain and I feel like I haven't slept in a year.
I got the doc to half my pain med so I could pay less for it. But if I hadn't used a coupon yesterday, it would have been too expensive for me. The pharmacy wanted almost twenty eight dollars just for half the pills, but the coupon brought it down to twenty two, which is still way too much, but more affordable. Unfortunately, the pain med wears off too fast and I really need it right now.
Pain meds, sleep, and hoping I'll be able to do something in the afternoon. But so far, this day is dead. And this is what happens every time I go foodshopping. I end up down for days. And it's always the same symptoms, never changes.
I'm scared of what will happen when I give up the car. I won't be able to stock up in one trip anymore. It won't fit with a bus. That means more trips to the store than I can handle.
And I'm supposed to be doing things today and so far, nothing is happening. I'm in too much pain and I feel like I haven't slept in a year.
I got the doc to half my pain med so I could pay less for it. But if I hadn't used a coupon yesterday, it would have been too expensive for me. The pharmacy wanted almost twenty eight dollars just for half the pills, but the coupon brought it down to twenty two, which is still way too much, but more affordable. Unfortunately, the pain med wears off too fast and I really need it right now.
Pain meds, sleep, and hoping I'll be able to do something in the afternoon. But so far, this day is dead. And this is what happens every time I go foodshopping. I end up down for days. And it's always the same symptoms, never changes.
I'm scared of what will happen when I give up the car. I won't be able to stock up in one trip anymore. It won't fit with a bus. That means more trips to the store than I can handle.