My husband and I had an awful fight last night about me not spending time with them due to CFS. I'm just...so drained now. I'm too out of it to go into detail, all I know is that it cuts deep and I don't know if he will ever understand. I asked him to watch Unrest with me, he might. I hope so.
We really need counseling...even before I got bad we were having problems. It's hard to get him to go, though. And it's frustrating when he starts talking in Finnish with the therapist and I can't understand much of what is being said.
There's a support group here but it's Finnish only. I hate this...I was learning it but the CFS brain fog makes it feel impossible to study and really let it sink in. And then there's being so tired that I was falling asleep in class and getting laughed at. I can't go back to my studies, but without my studies I'm helpless.
I don't know what to do, I feel stuck, even more than I did already with my CFS. I feel like my condition doesn't matter, my feelings don't matter...nothing does.
Thank you for your support everyone. I don't know what I would do without this place and the people in it.
We really need counseling...even before I got bad we were having problems. It's hard to get him to go, though. And it's frustrating when he starts talking in Finnish with the therapist and I can't understand much of what is being said.
There's a support group here but it's Finnish only. I hate this...I was learning it but the CFS brain fog makes it feel impossible to study and really let it sink in. And then there's being so tired that I was falling asleep in class and getting laughed at. I can't go back to my studies, but without my studies I'm helpless.
I don't know what to do, I feel stuck, even more than I did already with my CFS. I feel like my condition doesn't matter, my feelings don't matter...nothing does.
Thank you for your support everyone. I don't know what I would do without this place and the people in it.
