So sick today and full of brain fog. The neighbors are doing me in. I finally went over to the office and filed a complaint. It's bad enough that they keep me awake, but when I try to make up for some of the sleep in the morning, they start in again. I told the office people, I just want to get some sleep. Why is that the impossible thing? I should have complained about Brad, too, but I didn't. He's blasting classical music all over the entire floor of the building again. It's awful, he has this thing for funeral music. I don't know why they don't do something about him. People have complained about him. They should really have strict rules about noise in this building.
I had the tachycardia when I walked over to the office today. I really did not belong walking with the blood pressure so low. And I hope they don't get mad at me cause I'm way too sick to have anyone angry with me right now. I'm sure one of them will say something to me at some point. What was I supposed to do, let them keep making me sick? Asking them to turn down the noise at my bedroom wall had no effect on them. Obviously, outside help is needed.
And then I had an appointment, and when I was asked what my prior address was from only two years ago, I had no memory of it at all. That was bad. Total brain fog. I remembered the area, but couldn't remember the address or number of the place. I signed alot of papers, didn't read any of them, could have been signing away my soul and half the planet. It's for my bankruptcy, so I doubt anything harmful was signed. But I was way too brain fogged and sick to read anything.
My worst case of brain fog was a few years ago, I was on my way home, driving, stopped at a light, and I got total amnesia sitting there. Didn't know who I was, didn't know where I was going, didn't know why I was stopped at the light or about to turn left. It lasted alittle longer than when the light turned green. Probably fifty seconds or a minute. I just made the turn, since that's where I was headed. But it was scary. I was not on any meds at the time. This was pure CFIDS. Haven't had that happen since, but I don't feel safe when I drive ever since then.
Too sick to wash the breakfast dishes, so still in the sink. I hate that. I will get to it.
I put alittle coverup makeup on my skin for the appointment and just washing that little bit off is going to kill me.
Laundry will have to wait till I'm more alive, too.
I hurt all over. I'm just so sick today. I can take the pain killer and hopefully sleep. I don't know when the neighbors will get talked to, but I do have earplugs till then. I just couldn't put them on last night or today because of my appointment, I needed to hear my alarm clock.
I had the tachycardia when I walked over to the office today. I really did not belong walking with the blood pressure so low. And I hope they don't get mad at me cause I'm way too sick to have anyone angry with me right now. I'm sure one of them will say something to me at some point. What was I supposed to do, let them keep making me sick? Asking them to turn down the noise at my bedroom wall had no effect on them. Obviously, outside help is needed.
And then I had an appointment, and when I was asked what my prior address was from only two years ago, I had no memory of it at all. That was bad. Total brain fog. I remembered the area, but couldn't remember the address or number of the place. I signed alot of papers, didn't read any of them, could have been signing away my soul and half the planet. It's for my bankruptcy, so I doubt anything harmful was signed. But I was way too brain fogged and sick to read anything.
My worst case of brain fog was a few years ago, I was on my way home, driving, stopped at a light, and I got total amnesia sitting there. Didn't know who I was, didn't know where I was going, didn't know why I was stopped at the light or about to turn left. It lasted alittle longer than when the light turned green. Probably fifty seconds or a minute. I just made the turn, since that's where I was headed. But it was scary. I was not on any meds at the time. This was pure CFIDS. Haven't had that happen since, but I don't feel safe when I drive ever since then.
Too sick to wash the breakfast dishes, so still in the sink. I hate that. I will get to it.
I put alittle coverup makeup on my skin for the appointment and just washing that little bit off is going to kill me.
Laundry will have to wait till I'm more alive, too.
I hurt all over. I'm just so sick today. I can take the pain killer and hopefully sleep. I don't know when the neighbors will get talked to, but I do have earplugs till then. I just couldn't put them on last night or today because of my appointment, I needed to hear my alarm clock.