I can't answer that particular question Daff but just letting you know about Jocelyn's latest blog on her IRIS with GcMAF that might help with perspective.
http://nopostergirl.com/2012/02/26/the-end-of-iris/
Well that sucked.
Some of you may remember that Ive been dealing with IRIS caused by my experimental treatment, GcMAF (see my previous posts, Everybody Gets Through IRIS and Further Adventures in IRIS, and if you want a brief explanation of GcMAF, read The Post-Appointment Post). I started the GcMAF on June 21st with a 20 nanogram dose, and was slowly increasing the amount every five days up to the full 100 nanograms, which I reached on July 31st. August 10th was my seventh dose, and my third at 100 nanograms, and that day was when the IRIS hit.
My birthday is August 12th. This is not among the best birthday presents Ive ever received.
It wasnt unusual for me to feel a bit puny, warm, and miserable on the day of dosing, so at first I didnt realize anything was up, but usually I would feel markedly better the day after. When it didnt subside the next day, I thought maybe the cumulative effect of the full doses was just causing the dosing yuck to hang around a little bit longer than usual. But when it continued getting worse for days, I realized I was in IRIS.
My expectation, from hearing about others experiences, was that it was going to last for a few days, or for two or three weeks at the most. Not only did it not end that quickly, it persisted for five months, finally trailing off around January 10th. Because of that expectation, at some point I stopped calling it IRIS and just called it a cytokine storm.
It wasnt as bad as it was at the beginning for a whole five months, but those five months have included quite a bit of concentrated misery. The first month, I felt so overheated all the time that I couldnt manage to keep any clothes on at all. I had never really wondered whether I wound enjoy nudism, but that month allowed me to determine that it really wasnt for me. In September, I still felt hot all the time, but I was able to go Donald Duck-style shirt but no pants. I didnt get pajama pants back into rotation until sometime in December.
I had originally thought I would restart the GcMAF after the IRIS abated. After all, I still have four months worth of it sitting alongside our summers worth of home-grown tomato curry sauce in our chest freezer. But by the time my IRIS got going, Dr. Cheney was working with Marco Ruggiero on a probiotic yogurt version of GcMAF called MAF 314, and getting ready to offer seminars in how to make it. In October, there was a seminar that fit with Chimps teaching schedule, and we didnt know when there would be another one that would, so he went down to Asheville to learn, and came back with the starter.
When my IRIS symptoms finally went away in January it was five months pretty much exactly, January 10th the list of pre-MAF 314 tests had been lengthened, and having felt bad for months, I wasnt really in the mood to do the human pincushion routine again any time soon. So Ive decided that Im going to wait until at least after my appointment with Dr. Cheney in March to start on the MAF 314 process. I want to talk to him in depth about the risks, and waiting a little bit longer will allow him to gather more information on how other people are doing on it, and hopefully figure out how those results are likely to translate to me.
Im not bitter about the IRIS. It wasnt at all fun, but this is one of those things that comes along with an experimental treatment. I would have rather have been a person who got miraculous improvement out of it and no downside, but there are no sure things in ME/CFS treatment, and Im very grateful that I seem to have come out of the experience without permanent harm.
I do seem to be doing better than I was before I started GcMAF. Im able to get my own breakfast these days, and I seem to find myself up slightly more often during the day, though of course I still have to watch how much I do that pretty closely. On very good days, Ive even done a tiny bit of cooking here and there things that I can do sitting in a chair for a few minutes, like measuring a few dry ingredients or warming tortillas. I cant say exactly what is making this possible, other than continuing to sleep and the Cheney Protocol in general.
I do worry that I might never restart chemical GcMAF after all, what would I expect to happen if I did, given what happened last time? And depending on how others do and what it seems likely to do to me, I worry that its also not a sure thing that Ill ever even start MAF 314. If I decide Im not able to do either, thats certainly money I would rather have saved, but unfortunately, sometimes we have to make decisions without complete information. Its a sunk cost now. This is the first time in the seven years that Ive had ME/CFS that something became available to me that seemed like it might be a game-changer, treatment-wise, and I feel like I made the best decisions I could along the way. I know, though, that Ill undoubtedly have this experience in mind when the next new treatment hotness (heh!) comes along, and I might be more prone to let others be the guinea pigs for a while first.