Hey Lucinda,
I have tried most of the suggested treatments in this thread. What worked best was transdermal Magnesium, but its actions help only short term and have stopped working as well for me now than when I first started it. So, basically the only that is helping me is Clonazepam. I am on 2mg once in two days (so it translates to 1mg/day). Taking it once in two days has worked best for me but don't know if it is OK to take Clonazepam this way. I'd love to hear someone else's view on this. Taking it at 1mg or 2mg everyday in my case actually had a negative affect on my quality of sleep. So this regimen helps best.
I have been on Clonazepam for a year now. I did try a higher dose of 2mg/day for about 50 day early this year. It actually made me feel much much better. But I was quite worried about the long term dependence and tolerance issues that I reduced my dose over a month. Right now, I am just taking whatever is necessary to keep me on my feet. So I am not aiming for quality of living. Somehow I think this would give me leverage with the doses when if I do need to increase. I really don't know about this approach, but that is what I am doing right now.
I went over your posts from 2012 and I am happy to know you've been doing well on the Clonazepam. My personal opinion would be to not stop Clonazepam but if you wish to try some of the treatment options suggested here, try it on top of the Clonazepam. See if you have some incremental benefit. If you do you can then think about tapering down the Clonazepam. But even then I think it should be planned in a way that you go about it over atleast a span of a year.
I also want to let you know that my issues became very severe after I took 4 sessions of Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy that had in some studies completely treated CFS in some patients. In my understanding CFS/ME is a very diverse disease. For some stimulation might help but for some like us it can actually be the worst possible thing we can do. Similar to how some doctors recommend exercises, when the case is that is possibly the worst thing that we can do for our healths. I think Myalgic encephalomyelitis more apt name for these host of symptoms we experience- that are so different person to person but share the same triggers and many times symptoms.
It would also help me to know your experiences using Clonazepam for a prolonged period. Did you have any side effects or did it lose lose efficacy at any point and then get back? Is there any specific regimen that helped you or anything else in general?
Regards,
Arun, India.
Thanks for the heads up about Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy. I've long known that anything stimulating makes me so much worse, so it is good to know that that is a stimulating therapy. I feel like my nervous system is always overstimulated. I actually have constantly blown pupils which shows how out of whack things are.
It is hard for me to comment on long term side effects of clonazepam as when I have looked up long term side effects they are largely the same as ME symptoms! So to be honest, I really do not know which side effects I get. The only thing I noticed after being on clonazepam for a while which I had not noticed before being on clonazepam was that my libido lowered and lowered. Oh, and I can't really tolerate alcohol on clonazepam but you're not supposed to have clonazepam and alcohol anyhow!
As for efficacy - Clonazepam was at its most powerful when I first took it (first few weeks), then started to become less powerful but it still did/does the main job.
So, I'll try and summarise my experience:
First few weeks of taking clonazepam - Agitation/wiredness gone. Utterly calm. No stress or anxiety. Basically slept and rested all the time. Stimulus sensitivities, esp noise, improved hugely. Was able to bring my sleeping pattern forward and slept A LOT.
This was awesome and such a relief after years of insomnia caused by the wired state.
Then clonazepam gradually eased into its second stage, and it still works this way - Agitation/wiredness massively reduced from before taking the drug. No longer utterly calm or devoid of stress or anxiety, but that is fine as without the extreme wiredness I can manage this myself. No longer sleep and rested all the time, but able to sleep on average 9 hours without fail every day and able to rest when needed. Stimulus sensitivities still reduced. Have not gone 24 hours without sleep in 8 years. No longer able to use the drug to bring my sleeping pattern forward.
So I am still happy with the effects. I would say if anyone is thinking it will help with stress and anxiety in the long term - it won't. If anyone thinks it will bring your sleeping pattern forward in the long term - it probably won't. But if you are taking it for this wired state which is causing insomnia and other problems, well in my experience it works long term for that. But hey, everyone is different.
As for what else has helped me? Dr Myhill's protocol. To be specific her guidance on pacing, supplements, Stone Age Diet (though I have become less strict with that) and general advice from her.
Also avoiding anything that is stimulating - caffeine, music, busy places, anything exciting or stressful, managing my emotions (becoming upset, angry, etc sets me back) all helps. I initially had to be very very strict. I basically stayed in a dark silent room and my only hobby was bird watching in the garden so long as nobody was making noise outside. But over time I have been able to increase my tolerance. Now I can have 1 - 2 caffeinated green teas a day. I can sometimes listen to music. I sometimes go to busy places (I often have to use a wheelchair though as I am a moderate to severe sufferer). But I have to listen to my body and step back and stop if I get over stimulated again.
Hope this helps.
I also think it is helpful to find stuff in life you enjoy! Excitement is a danger zone, so it is best to find things that are enjoyable without the flavour of excitement. I have got into Buddhism and that brings meaning to my life (not saying other people should adopt a religion; just giving an example), I love bird watching, I love solitary retreats, I love photography, I love listening to audio books and reading poetry. It is important with this illness to do whatever you can to make life enjoyable. At least to some degree. This was very hard before I was on clonazepam, but I do find enjoyment in my life now.