Yes, yes, and yes. My experience (always very high IgG EBV, CMV, HHV-6, EA-D IgG EBV) is antivirals don’t really improve symptoms at all if you a forced to overexert.
Only the heavens know how I am going to pull this off then.... I just can't pull away from trying as hard as I can to meet my child's needs even when it feels like it is killing me. My personality trait refuses to allow me to give in to the impairments unless I'm overcome by it. That's when I start to feel bipolar because I feel like I'm being defeated by me.