I've been realizing recently that my priority has changed a bit.
For a long time, recovery was my sole priority. That was what would make it possible for me to work, that was what would give me a shot at being able to build a life again.
But since I have been able to do freelance work and am making some money again, my focus has shifted.
My main priority right now is being able to work. I do it from home, it's only part time, when I am able to do it, I basically choose my own hours. This is a good job, like it was made for me. I will do whatever it takes to be able to keep working. Cut out anything that might get in the way of it.
Because at this point, the way I see it is, being able to work and earn money is my priority. As long as I can do that, and if there are any chances to increase my work and my income ... that is ultimately what is going to aid in my full recovery.
So if the total rest and regeneration has to get shorted a bit so I can continue to earn money, so be it. Some final security (eventually) and being able to pay my bills and not be worrying about them all the time, being able to keep healthy food on the table, and to be able to afford the supplements that I know make a difference ... these things will help to make me well.
And once I've been able to earn some of that financial security ... then I will be able to focus more on that total recovery again.
And lately I am looking at working out in the same light. Now that I am able to do it again, it is worth the small setbacks that may come, in order to increase strength, flexibility, stamina. Now, I'm not talking about the kind of workouts you guys are talking about. Mine are laughable by comparison.:Retro tongue: But they are a start for me.:Retro smile:
By increasing strength, flexibility and stamina, I will find that it takes less effort to get through a day. Less effort to walk down the hall, stay on my feet, do the dishes, get up out of a chair. The endorphins improve my moood, I feel better. These things are also part of recovery.
We get 'em in whatever order, in whatever places of priority, as we can, as what works for us in our given situations. When our situations change, the priorities may shift. At least, that's what I have found.