how long did Ketamine work for you?
Well, that's not as simple a question as it seems. First, I had an infusion of 25 mg in a bag of saline over I think it was an hour, in Goldstein's office, back in 1997. It "cured" me for 1 week: I had no pain, and my energy was restored, and I could even exercise without adverse consequence. I recently found my journal from that period. The effect gradually wore off and was pretty much gone at 1 week.
I tried to repeat the effect with weekly IM injections, accompanied by guided relaxation/visualization tapes (since taking the whole dose at once IM causes a pretty altered state, the guided visualization tapes gave me something to do while I was in the Twilight Zone
). However, I never re-achieved the "cure" effect, though I believe the weekly ketamine injections helped my mood and perhaps my pain levels.
Because of my positive response to ketamine, I also began taking pain medication with NMDA receptor antagonist activity (methadone) and continued that for many years until I realized it wasn't really helping my pain, and switched to a different opioid. Most recently, I had been taking levorphanol, another opioid with strong NMDA receptor antagonist activity, and it worked very well for my pain (and energy). Unfortunately, I had to switch insurance on January 1 (due to Blue Cross Blue Shield leaving the individual marketplace in my county and the insurance company offering individual market plans in my county deciding not to cover levorphanol—it is now very expensive, having been sold to a little company that charges thousands of dollars for a month's supply). So, I have weaned off levorphanol.
Furthermore, my pain doctor, the well-known pain expert, Forest Tennant, has essentially been driven out of the business of pain management by the new, crazy CDC "guidelines." Even though he is well-known as a national expert in pain management, because he is not "board-certified" in pain, the powers-that-be have threatened him with prosecution if he continues to help his severely afflicted pain patients as he has been, with well-regulated, albeit high-dose opioid therapy. So, he is retiring. A major catastrophe for the pain world, and especially his patients. I'm sure some will choose to leave this world rather than return to a life of uncontrolled pain.
So, my options for continued pain control are rapidly vanishing. I am currently using kratom to quash withdrawal symptoms as I wean down my opioids. Whether this will be adequate for pain control I do not know. I still need several hundred "morphine equivalents" per day. The CDC is trying to force all pain patients to be on less than 100 grams of morphine equivalents per day. Which is simply absurd.
I didn't realize I was going to be spilling all this when I started this post!
Bottom line: yes, opioids have been the mainstay of keeping me functional over the past 20 years. My doses are very high, partly because I have a genetic mutation that makes me only half as sensitive to opioids as the average person, partly because my pain is very bad and constant, requiring constant levels of opioid in my system. However, I have never had any problems from taking them. Even constipation was easily managed. I am not sedated, stupefied or otherwise altered. My reflexes are excellent. I have never caused an auto accident (knock on wood!) and I frequently drive over a hundred miles a day for work. Without opioids, I can barely move and find it hard to think.
The current anti-opioid hysteria may mean the end of my functionality. We shall see.