Thanks a lot.
Background/Context
Okay, to give you a bit of context, prior to falling ill I was in the best shape of my life, I was a former County level athlete, could perform 15-20 wide grip pull ups consecutively and was at about 7% bodyfat. I'd been training quite excessively for months doing bodybuilder splits about 4-5 times per week before I finally crashed at the gym. Sometimes I feel that i'm not as bad as some people but in relative terms you could say that my functional decline has been pretty extreme.
Relapses/PEM
I have experienced 3-4 major relapses in the past 6 months, all of which have occurred after over exerting/going to the gym, each relapse happened after less exertion than the last. These relapses generally last for 2-3 weeks until I recover back to baseline and leave me pretty much sofa bound, hardly able to walk because of weakness/lactic acid in my legs, general malaise, mild sore throat, headache etc.
That's where the difference lays there, trigger was gym.. exercise trigger can induce both a ME crash or POTS with upright exercise.. coming on but the thing is your crash lasted 2-3 weeks. A crash from exercise if it was just POTS it wouldnt last for weeks. That's ME.
So I'd think if you had a POTS diagnoses that you also have coexisting ME/CFS as well.
If I was to describe how I feel when I wake up, it would be that i've just run a Marathon and been beaten up by Mike Tyson in my sleep.
that description there is also not POTS but a common ME/CFS description.
My last relapse was triggered by doing light cardio for 20 mins at the gym 5-6 days in a row, I started feeling very fatigued, then woke up feeling really groggy with a sore throat, weakness, severe fatigue and malaise which took about 2 weeks to recover from.
ME/CFS
Looking at your history is very clear that u dont just got POTS. Note - Cardio can be quite bad for ME/CFS. Where as for POTS, standing still can be one of the very worst things for that.
Now i'm back at baseline, I am able to do some things like drive for 30 mins, socialise a bit, drink small amounts of alcohol, go to bars if I feel well enough. I can't walk much further than 2 miles because of severe migraines/orthostatic headaches and can't watch TV programmes for long.
A person with only POTS doesnt have issues watching TV programs while laying down. You still have ME/CFS flaring.
I can't lift my arms above my head for long without triggering a huge POTS flare.
that's so bad for my POTS too
I can't lift weights or squat because it makes me super light headed,
think of that as a double whammy activity for you. Its bad for ME as it gets heart rate up.. and bad for setting off a POTS flare as its an upright activity.
if I walk up hills I get out of breath within minutes and have to sit down. As long as I don't do something stupid like 30 minutes cardio or weights 2-3 days in a row, I don't really get PEM,
another distinguishing factor there too. with POTS, it doesnt care how many days in a row you do an activity. It doesnt have that over days build up thing go on with ME/CFS does where what you did day before matters to how how you do the next day and the day after.
[/quote] in fact i've stopped exercising completely to avoid it. [/quote]
that "may" not be a good idea. its better if u can work out if you can any level of exercise at all without setting off symptoms before thinking about entirely quitting activity completely (do u have a low safe amount at all before u do? do you try to see tis or did you just completely quit?) . The thing with POTS is inactivity can make it worst.. issue is too much activity of cause makes ME/CFS worst.
Sometimes one can still exercise "a little" by a little I mean not enough to set off symptoms if one only exercises every few day,s a little . (dont try doing daily exercise with ME/CFS as this will screw you as our bodies need a good rest in between, if you do daily exercise or even for some every second day exercise, it may mean your body isnt getting the rest it needs. Our bodies need an extended period to rest up from anything.
My fairly severe ME/CFS I believe has helped to caused my POTS cause I cant exercise due to the ME/CFS being made worst.
In terms of immediate symptoms, if I was to do say 2000m on a rowing machine and then stand up after, I would quickly get very dizzy and lightheaded (sort of pre-syncope level), unable to follow conversations etc and i'd have to sit/lay down to recover which would take about 30-40 mins, I guess this is the POTS.
That's a tricky one as ME/CFS people dont do well with sudden heart rate increases either (many with ME/CFS who may not have POTS wear heart rate monitors due to avoiding things like that) and and may quickly have a quick sudden crash to something like that which is more aeorbic but who's to say, it could be the POTS too. In that situation I personally wouldnt attempt to label illness thing caused the 30-40 mins of needing recovery.
Think like this... there is less stamina then normal in ME/CFS, so any ME/CFS patient wont last long at any intense activity. Its often repetively doing an activity eg say doing that one day and then doing that the next and the next, which leads to one of the delayed ME/CFS crashes with can last a long time. You may of just wiped yourself out with the ME/CFS for a short time or it may of been a POTS flare giving you dizziness and light headedness on standing in this situation.
Things that make me question whether I have ME
- I've never had swollen lymph nodes in the past 6 months.
- I wouldn't say i've had outright 'muscle pain' - More just lactic acid type muscle fatigue.
- I don't really have too bad light/noise sensitivity even after a really bad relapse.
It means nothing as far as ME goes if you havent had swollen lymph nodes symptom. That isnt a compulsary symptom and it manifests differently. That shouldnt make a person doubt.
Not having muscle pains probably less common in ME/CFS as most have pain. Your lactic muscle pain.. do you think u get that more then a normal person would? (ME pain can feel like like lactic acid pain after exercise). Does your lactic acid pain last for longer then is normal in people?
There is a bit of an exception to this muscle pain thing if one has POTS and ME/CFS. .
.sometimes the POTS prevents the ME/CFS person from being able to exercise enough to cause the muscle pain which can come in in a ME/CFS crash. This is often the case for me. I dont get as much pain with my ME to what I would do otherwise as the POTS helps stops me from overdoing things while on my feet. So in a way it can be protective from some of the other ME/CFS coming in.
The light sensitivity in ME/CFS .. the more severe ones ME/CFS, the more likely I personally think the ME person is to have this symptom. This is a symptom Ive heard in all the very severe bedridden one having and which I had when I was more severe but dont tend to get any more (though Im still fairly severe). Ones less affected may not have that symptom or may never experience it.
You shouldnt doubt you may have ME due to lacking a symptom which isnt necessarily for a diagnoses. Its the over all picture which is looked at.. the whole symptom complex and how it presents. From what u said here, the first things I commented on in this post, to me from those things, its looking fairly clear you have ME/CFS with your POTS.
Exercise session crashing you for several weeks is ME, you dont crash from a minor exercise session for weeks due to POTS. You have issues which can not be explained by just POTS.
To see for yourself that its ME/CFS (if all other things have been ruled out). Check out the Canadian diagnostic criteria and see if u can tick off all the areas of the clinical definition
http://sacfs.asn.au/download/consensus_overview_me_cfs.pdf (page 8 of 28 on my computer) Note, that the pain area of this is starred due to "*There is a small number of patients who have no pain or sleep dysfunction" (that's the group I think which the POTS is protecting from doing too much and hence protecting from more symptoms happening eg the muscle pain in ME)