Never Give Up
Collecting improvements, until there's a cure.
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I totally understand. I wasn't expecting you to and hope you didn't feel that I was pressuring you to do so, because that was not my intention. I was just trying to facilitate the process for anyone who might wish to participate and bring research subject challenges to the attention to the research team.@Never Give Up -if you ask me..that's a lot that they are willing to do. I think it's great. I appreciate this. I was not expecting this. Meaning that they would cover all of that.
After much consideration, here is why I am not going to do it;
I had surgery in January and have not been the same since. I went from working part time, living and going out to being mainly indoors and sometimes bed bound. I do go out and I went to the movies twice last week, but I am so sick and I force myself because I am losing it. All from this surgery. My body can't take on anymore prodding, probing, etc. I had anesthesia, nerve blocks, I have had never ending tests since to now find out what is wrong...etc. I am exhausted.
I couldn't handle the puncture and if something went wrong due to being as ill as I am...I would be angry at myself for having put myself in a line of fire.
I wish I was better because I would be all over it, but at this point in time...I need to stay away from any more hospital type procedures. A lumbar puncture could reveal so much so I am BUMMED.
One good thing; my rheumatologist is sending me for a brain MRI to see if I have white lesions on the brain due to having Sjogrens and CFS and having a total switch in my brain, again, since the surgery.
Anyway, thank you so much for your efforts and you are a trooper for being so proactive! And...a very positive person.
I'm sorry to hear about your setbacks. Hope things turn around soon.