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without fail for the past few years i've had this condition i've always felt better at night. i've even said if i had my night-time condition during the day then life would be a lot more tolerable. more enjoyment, more interest in things, more tolerance to fatigue and pain, less brainfog, a lot less sleepiness. a lot is still there but the difference is night and day haha. the simple answer is "circadian rhythm" but it feels like something deeper is going on. like some sort of brain inflammation. right now i sleep at 5am and usually wake at 2-3pm. this isn't a great schedule for obvious reasons and i'd like to fix this. the problem is because i feel so good at night, i have absolutely no motivation to sleep earlier at say midnight, plus it is extremely difficult because i'm buzzing with energy. i'm not sure if i should force myself to sleep at 12 and miss out on those peak hours for potentially months or years on end, or if i should focus on treating my condition first. my logic is that if i find some sort of treatment that helps me, for example LDN, i'll naturally want to sleep earlier, because the underlying pathology that is causing this bizarre day/night rhythm will be treated. what do you guys think?