A year since my first post to this thread --- my story
I, too, am greatly improved on Valcyte, but I'm not nearly as functional as my daughter.
I can only speculate on the reasons for that.
(1) I'm older, of course. That's not a plus with this illness.
(2) I was sicker from the beginning. Possibly because of (1)
(3) I "pushed through" all the symptoms as they got worse. We made our daughter cut back her schedule, rest, take supps when her symptoms started getting worse. (We'd learned a lot by then)
(4) so, I was much sicker by the time I started Valcyte.
Today I
feel massively better than I did 18mo ago when I started Valcyte. I've had a LOT of cognitive improvement. I can read books now, which I couldn't for a while because I couldn't maintain visual or mental focus, but I still can't follow content-dense technical papers.
I'm certainly not walking (okay, sitting) around in a fog anymore.
In the 18mo since I've been on Valcyte, I've gone from bedbound to housebound. I did do some out-of-home teaching, which while it didn't cause massive relapses, did essentially slow down my improvement to almost nothing. In other words, I could teach a few hours out of home, but I couldn't do it and get better. This is my concern with some of the AT-exercise activity ideas, btw. Yes, I
could do more, but if rest is helping me recover (or fight infections, or whatever),
should I do more? Dr Lerner says no, and my experience is that when I follow his advice and rest A LOT, a get better faster than if I do what I can while staying under my AT. Go figure.
I've improved from a 3 (or a bit lower) to a solid 5 on Dr Lerner's scale, which is huge. For me, it's the difference between having no life and having some life. I can visit with my friends and even go out to lunch if I limit walking. Immediately before Valcyte treatment, and hour visit with a friend at my home exhausted me.
I tutor 2-3 hours on weekdays, so I have human contact.
I can go out shopping or to dinner with my family (with wheelchair) and not have to go to bed as soon as we get home. If I had a power chair (I'm working on that), I could do more out-of-home things without sending myself into PENE. I can read. I can visit my friends at their houses if someone drives me and I can sit with my feet up.
I have a life. I'm not stuck in bed or recliner watching my life pass me by. I am in a recliner most of the day, but I can sit at a desk or table for a number of hours each day. I'm connected to the world and I can get out of the house (with assistance) and do things. I feel good (most of the time). I'm not dead-woman-walking. Okay, not even walking... I was more like dead-woman-propped-in-a-corner.
I'm still on Valcyte. I've also been on Valtrex for a couple of months.
I have some
guesses about my situation and where I might go from here.
I wonder if my immune system is functioning much more poorly than my daughter's. I had an IRIS-type rxn on Valcyte that she didn't have (see earlier posts) which makes me wonder if my immune system was almost shut down, while hers was still functioning, although poorly.
AVs stop the virus from replicating (or slow it down), but they don't kill the viruses. If my immune system is only barely able to kill the virus, then it's going to take me a long, long time to clear it. My daughter's immune system may be doing a better job of killing the virus while the AVs are stopping it from replicating.
It's on my list for my next appt with Dr Lerner to ask about immunomodulators. I haven't heard that he uses any of the meds/supps that increase NK function, but who knows. He did not do any immune function tests for us, I do know that.
I'm very, very, very glad we got Valcyte. It's made a HUGE difference in our lives. I'm kicking myself for not trying it years sooner when I knew it was available.
The downside? Valcyte is extremely expensive and requires very careful monitoring. The cost of the med itself, even with insurance, plus the cost of the testing and doctor visits necessary to monitor for serious side effects is unbelievable. To do it for 2 people is next to impossible. We are broke. Flat broke. But for us it was worth it. I would have paid all that money just to get my daughter to where she is after 18mo.
Is Valcyte a cure? I would say not. I think there's still some underlying reason that explains why our immune systems are not keeping these normally latent infection suppressed. Until we deal with that, we're not cured.
However, if treating the secondary infections clears up most, or even many, of the symptoms, we are much better off than we would be otherwise. And that is something we can do today, even if we don't know the root cause of our illness.