hurtingallthetimet
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Hello, since becomeing ill i worked as long as possible i had always loved worked loved buying my kids stuff etc...love cleaning the house and exercising agoing out with friends etc.
Now years later i keep getting more and mroe paind and fatigue after doing anything...one of things i try very hard to hold onto is to at least be able to get grocerys for family...problem is i have painic attacks in crowds and traffic..so to make few trips id load buggy so full i could barely push...and walmart doesnt offer someone to unload put on belt and load in car...so i look like a mad crazed person running around store ready to break in tears, throwing grocerys on the belt...running to find car throwing in as fas tas can...i know i look like an idoit but i cant help it...the whole time im in pain and next few days or weeks i am in a horrible flare from this...
hubby helps out more with getting grocerys and kids with cleaning but i hate that they have to..i feel i should do it...i feel so uesless and alone...
does anyone else feel like this how did you change it?
Now years later i keep getting more and mroe paind and fatigue after doing anything...one of things i try very hard to hold onto is to at least be able to get grocerys for family...problem is i have painic attacks in crowds and traffic..so to make few trips id load buggy so full i could barely push...and walmart doesnt offer someone to unload put on belt and load in car...so i look like a mad crazed person running around store ready to break in tears, throwing grocerys on the belt...running to find car throwing in as fas tas can...i know i look like an idoit but i cant help it...the whole time im in pain and next few days or weeks i am in a horrible flare from this...
hubby helps out more with getting grocerys and kids with cleaning but i hate that they have to..i feel i should do it...i feel so uesless and alone...
does anyone else feel like this how did you change it?