I'll try to write down what I've been thinking throughout the day and make something coherent of it. Then I'll have to crash for the night.
First. One thing was pretty clear for me after seeing Dr Gilete. I am not a candidate for surgery right now. He said that I seemed functional. "You look fine. Well, you appear to be fine" or something to that near effect. How do I build on this...? If I'm not a candidate for surgery, then CCI/AAI is not the 'first order of business'. This is a form of simplification.
I have had a slouched neck for the longest time. Well before full on ME/CFS. Perhaps CCI is co-morbid with CFS.
@Hip "manifestation" is a good word choice for CCI/AAI (i.e. ligaments / connective tissue 'become' worse). It is a procedural, iterative thing.
At what point did my CCI/AAI 'become' worse? For me, it was several years after my CFS. A kind of crystallization the way I see it -- if you look at Dr Gilete's
syndrome list for CCI (and yes they may be generic symptoms but at least they defer right back to the notion of ANS / brainstem compression) I can say that I'm familiar with most of them.
Take the last one on the list "weakness in arms, hands or legs." This is one that I've experienced
more frequently and consistently later rather than earlier in the timeline of issues. Same thing with numbness in arms or legs. These are latter day symptoms for me.
Take the very first symptom on the list, headaches, a benchmark symptom for manifest or overt CCI/AAI if you will. Dr Gilete asked if I get them. I said yes. He asks "where?" as in point to the area on the head... This is a frequent and consistent thing for me as a latter day symptom.
In my case, headaches were never a real, noticeable problem around the time of getting badly ill (sudden-onset illness). Even vertigo, or dizziness, which I've experienced more frequently around my late twenties (seven years at least from the time of getting really ill).
Other observation. If CCI/AAI may be posited to worsen CFS/ME, then why couldn't CFS/ME be posited to worsen CCI/AAI? CCI is monolithic. It is a specific mechanism. CFS/ME is thought to be a nexus of illness.
It is always worth asking both sides of the question: at one point does one get better, at what point does one get worse? Consider patients with CCI who also have EDS. My state
may not be as compromised (or as clear cut) as a person with EDS, who may also have CCI, who may also have autonomic nervous dysfunction.
A person with EDS has a
well understood variation which establishes a probability,
1 in 15, that they will go on to develop CCI due to lax ligaments. Never mind the website's use of the future tense in that statistic -- EDS is a clear genetic expression of hyperflexbility implying
direct causality with CCI (without indicating necessity).
This is why I think (I believe) that CFS is worth being understood as many have attempted to understand it previously, as a nexus to better preventing, or even restoring, damaged ligaments (or otherwise).
What was certainly very clear to me (as if it happened yesterday): joint pain (
not CCI
and well before my neck got worse) right after I got severely ill. A kind of hip pain ensued right after recovering from my illness (2-3 days in bed to recover, passed out for most of it). As far as I am concerned, there has to be some correlation with when I got sick.
My hip pain was probably as consistently evident as Jennifer Brea's neck issues were when she moved or tilted in certain directions and felt that something was undeniably different.
Maybe CCI predisposition + virus = CFS + fibromyalgia (if one wants to look at it the other way around, and wants to include fibro and pain in the equation)..