Thank-you so much for your lovely post, @taniaaust1 
I'm sorry to have caused you difficulty in replying so kindly.
I do feel really detatched from it all, it is just a practical sort of working things out for the worst case scenario.
I'm aware that the antidepressant combination would be horrible and not neccessarily successful. I just happen to have them. I don't want to use them at all, even if I ever did really want to use something, which is why I've been looking at other methods.
I have strong feelings about the right to die with dignity at the time of our own choosing. I don't ever want to be stuck in a "care" home.
@Hip, I'm so sorry you've been through total anhedonia. Nobody who hasn't been there can possibly imagine how bad it is. Thanks for the empathy and advice.
I'm sorry to have caused you difficulty in replying so kindly.
I do feel really detatched from it all, it is just a practical sort of working things out for the worst case scenario.
I'm aware that the antidepressant combination would be horrible and not neccessarily successful. I just happen to have them. I don't want to use them at all, even if I ever did really want to use something, which is why I've been looking at other methods.
I have strong feelings about the right to die with dignity at the time of our own choosing. I don't ever want to be stuck in a "care" home.
@Hip, I'm so sorry you've been through total anhedonia. Nobody who hasn't been there can possibly imagine how bad it is. Thanks for the empathy and advice.