...I'm mainly bedbound, alone with no help. I don't know if I can take it without finding some help if it makes me worst than I am. Everything to do with being able to survive day by day is stretched to a point that I don't know if it's possible to stretch it any further without causing more serious problems.
I later tried it again... . The only good feeling re ME symptoms was when I stopped taking it!
You do know Equilibrandt is a Chinese, off-label herbal concoction overseen by Dr. Chia and sold online? Oxymatrine is close but not the very same.
I personally wouldn’t try it again. I’m ~80% housebound, and a 30+ year PWC. I couldn’t in good conscience recommend it to someone in the same or worse condition, e.g. as you described. IMO, on a practical, not research level it’s a long shot vs the risk of making your life worse. ‘Remember the ‘metals’ scare which prompted some PWCs to get all their fillings replaced...?