Hey. I specifically joined up to ask about alcohol. So, hi! I have had ME since being hit with a virus in 1987. I’ve had occasional remissions, particularly during my pregnancy with my son.
But in the past ten years, the malaise has been worse... head and body pain, often foreshadowed by a sore throat or stomach upset, and always by a bad night’s sleep. For a while gabapentin seemed to help a bit, but no more.
I’ve always been a social drinker, and a regular one, but by that I mean one beer with dinner, or a glass of wine, only white. But recently when I’ve crashed (and I’m in the midst of a crash right now), I’ve discovered that a good strong drink in the late afternoon (Manhattans are my preference!) not only increases my energy and improves my mood, but actually kills my pain. It is the ONLY thing that has worked to do this, and after thirty years, you can bet that I have tried pretty well everything.
If I am feeling REALLY rotten, I will take a Tylenol 3 as well, despite the contraindications. That combo obviously spaces me out too much to be a regular thing...
I am planning to experiment more with cannabis, as it is easily acquired now here in Ontario (I can even have it delivered by bicycle!). I’m also curious about hallucinogens, as I’ve been reading a lot about their use with depression (which I suffer from chronically, though separately, from ME). I have tried psilocybin but not enough times to to make any judgements.
Anyway, at the risk of being told I’m poisoning my body, I’d be interested in any more insights and knowledge people here have. Both chemical explanations and personal experiences. Can I do much harm to mysel if I keep this “treatment” in check? When does liver damage become an issue? What are the other dangers, assuming I’m justat home and not driving or operating heavy machinery?
Thanks loads, and let me say, I feel SO terrible about all of you who have suffered so much more from this stupid crap. I’ve been lucky enough to have the financial and personal support to keep my energy expenditure low when needed. Not to mention a socialized medicine system that is, by far, the thing I value most about being Canadian...
Thanks again.