@toolongtotell I am sorry you had that experience with him. I am glad we have the forum here to discuss this. it can be traumatic (at least for me) having an experience like you had.
i can't remember if they send us a follow up questionnaire about the visit or if there is some place to submit feedback? is Katie still there? can you work with her?
I remember when i started LDN I too had vivid dreams.. i actually enjoyed that. I dont seem to have those any more, I have been on the LDN for a while now..not sure it makes a difference or not..but it sure does make a difference with my budget. it gets expensive.
I felt really depressed when i left my appointment with dr b. I was excited that I had worked up to 4000 steps a day (in divided doses) and he shamed ( or was very expressive ) about how important pacing/ was/ is. told me about a cfs women who didn't pace herself had a stroke , it killed her- when they looked at her brain they saw damages that wasn't explained by the stroke. it really upset me
he also discounted the c4a labs i had from my lyme dr.. in 2016 with moldy cabinets in my kitchen i was at 18000 .. after i replaced the cabinets the c4a levels came down to 800.. bonilla said "that decrease is from the famvir" but I showed him this was BEFORE the famvir..but after i took out the moldy cabinets. it was from the mold..but he wouldn't believe me.
I just heard Montoya talking about PEM at 1:09 in the video. (he phases it much nicer than DR. B did)
thanks for sharing those videos
@Learner1
according to the video it sounds like maybe they are trying to get more medical staff on the team to help us?
PS there is a facebook fourm for people who are working with Stanford cfs clinic. I think there might be a facebook LDN group too but not sure if any of that is helpful.