The meds balance me out just as if it's a chemical that's been missing from my brain forever. They make me less angry and irritable
Hi Tristen, Hi Everybody,
Very interesting thread, thanks to all who contributed. Most of my very limited experience with opioids is with Tylenol III, which has a bit of codeine in it. I use it sparingly (usually for headaches) because it doesn't take much for me to experience "rebound" headaches. I also use it sparingly because of the temporary paralysis of my entire GI tract it induces.
Tristen, my own very limited experience is often similar to yours however. About half the time I use, it leaves me with a similar feeling you describe, that it balances me out. Perhaps it's because of what Marco mentioned, a possible reduction of some of the excitotoxicity in my brain, which leaves me feeling calmed down in a way that should be normal.
I almost always take it (about 1/2 to 3/4 of a tablet) at night before retiring if I feel my chronic headaches are going to be especially disruptive. If it works well, I will sleep much better, and actually enjoy the following day because of a very big reduction in the "edge" I normally feel in my disrupted neurological system. I only take this about once a month or so, because of the problems associated with it, but on those days that it works, it feels like a fleeting feeling of enormous relief.
I plan to go back over this thread, and try to discern if there might be some kind of alternative I could explore to get this kind of relief on an ongoing basis without major side effects. It would certainly increase my quality of life significantly if I could.
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I saw a "pain specialist" once who prescribed Ketamine, which didn't work well for me at all. She wouldn't work with me to try to find a suitable alternative, seeming to fear getting on the radar of the State medical board. How sad so many doctors have to live in fear of some of these obnoxious boards who seem to have little regard for patients who legitimately need these kinds of medications.
Wayne