soulfeast
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Forebearance, Thank you so much for your kindness and info.
We have no clue how much stachy got out into the air in the house... no levels have been detectd in the air except 7 spores per cu meter in LR after the remediator left the moldy studs to the knee wall for us to rebuild on.. he had to come back of course adn take out. I dont understand how all this works.. I am confuse about mycotoxins and spores and stachy since no obviously high numbers. I am now second guessing wondering if its just the lyme (whch I dont test positive for and have not handle abx well with.. which I know is classic for biotosin illness, but also know lyme has a biotoxin).. wondering if it is just the babesia. Driving myself insane because of the stress this is putting on my family and because the new (transitional) home (new build my ffather built to sell) has fusarium in out door air samples. Just floored by this and not sure what to think or do. talking myself out of the idea that the house here is recycling spores and mycotoxins. The new house also tested about 1300 spores per cu meter for indoor air since the air has not been used and windows kept open. Our indoor air is better than that here except for the possibility that stachy spores are lying around in corners, papers, books, furniture.. and then no idea how much.
The moldy studs were clear coated twice with a good antifungal and Ive been told by someone who is seemingly very qualified that the clear coat most likely kept the stachy from going air borne until the studs were hopefully properly removed.
I wish it were simpler. Wish I knew what to make of the fusarium. Feeling totally knocked off my feet and devastated and the second guessing is truly making me insane. An inflammed brain is not helping the situation... lyme, babsesia, mold?
I have labcorp IgE Mold panel out.. I know just allergy.. and I think an IgM for stachy. Real Time Lab has my urine for mycotoxin testing. Hoping I can sneak myself into my kids appt with our dr and get a lab sheets for the shoemaker markers. I have the "dreaded" HLA..
And while I am rambling because I am so disoriented and lost at the moment... my daughter has moments of going blank, saying she cant think.. orthostatic intolerance on occassion, feeling woozy in some stores where she zones out, and chronic candida which cannot seemingly be touched by antifungals... wouldnt that sound like mold issues? She has been exposed to lyme and treated for it for 4 months which might have been a huge mistake because the candida will not go. Lyme or Mold? Her cd 57 was close to 800.. great for a lymie is about 200 or so. but her IgeneX has only a few bands and barely responsive. I know how this is interpreted in lyme land but looking at it from another perspective could it be that lyme really is not her issue and mold is even though we just know it was behind a shower wall with a cracked seam of grout and a small area of thin set where tiles fell off as the only way of escape? (unless it splurged into the wall cavity fomr time to time and got into vents which inspector never checked.. ) .. this is obviously tormenting me.. not having crystal clear evidence that your average person would go.. thats it!
Am I just blinded by the obvious which is not really helping me out by being more obvious.. as in the case of the missing spore evidence to make it all so crystal clear?
We have no clue how much stachy got out into the air in the house... no levels have been detectd in the air except 7 spores per cu meter in LR after the remediator left the moldy studs to the knee wall for us to rebuild on.. he had to come back of course adn take out. I dont understand how all this works.. I am confuse about mycotoxins and spores and stachy since no obviously high numbers. I am now second guessing wondering if its just the lyme (whch I dont test positive for and have not handle abx well with.. which I know is classic for biotosin illness, but also know lyme has a biotoxin).. wondering if it is just the babesia. Driving myself insane because of the stress this is putting on my family and because the new (transitional) home (new build my ffather built to sell) has fusarium in out door air samples. Just floored by this and not sure what to think or do. talking myself out of the idea that the house here is recycling spores and mycotoxins. The new house also tested about 1300 spores per cu meter for indoor air since the air has not been used and windows kept open. Our indoor air is better than that here except for the possibility that stachy spores are lying around in corners, papers, books, furniture.. and then no idea how much.
The moldy studs were clear coated twice with a good antifungal and Ive been told by someone who is seemingly very qualified that the clear coat most likely kept the stachy from going air borne until the studs were hopefully properly removed.
I wish it were simpler. Wish I knew what to make of the fusarium. Feeling totally knocked off my feet and devastated and the second guessing is truly making me insane. An inflammed brain is not helping the situation... lyme, babsesia, mold?
I have labcorp IgE Mold panel out.. I know just allergy.. and I think an IgM for stachy. Real Time Lab has my urine for mycotoxin testing. Hoping I can sneak myself into my kids appt with our dr and get a lab sheets for the shoemaker markers. I have the "dreaded" HLA..
And while I am rambling because I am so disoriented and lost at the moment... my daughter has moments of going blank, saying she cant think.. orthostatic intolerance on occassion, feeling woozy in some stores where she zones out, and chronic candida which cannot seemingly be touched by antifungals... wouldnt that sound like mold issues? She has been exposed to lyme and treated for it for 4 months which might have been a huge mistake because the candida will not go. Lyme or Mold? Her cd 57 was close to 800.. great for a lymie is about 200 or so. but her IgeneX has only a few bands and barely responsive. I know how this is interpreted in lyme land but looking at it from another perspective could it be that lyme really is not her issue and mold is even though we just know it was behind a shower wall with a cracked seam of grout and a small area of thin set where tiles fell off as the only way of escape? (unless it splurged into the wall cavity fomr time to time and got into vents which inspector never checked.. ) .. this is obviously tormenting me.. not having crystal clear evidence that your average person would go.. thats it!
Am I just blinded by the obvious which is not really helping me out by being more obvious.. as in the case of the missing spore evidence to make it all so crystal clear?
Oh yes, I've made this move. I did it about two years ago.
It took me three months to sort through everything and pack up and move. I was really sick at the time. I got as much help as I could beg and buy. I understand what you mean about giving up on things you were going to recycle and donate. You can't do everything in this situation.
Something I'm glad I did is I scanned my favorite pictures onto my computer and also copied my favorite music CDs onto it. Then I put them and some important documents onto my online storage. It's a comfort to know I can get them if I need them.
The hypersensitivity is like the guy in the grocery store who couldn't wear his old tie anymore. Stuff like that. It's a normal part of the healing process. At least until they invent a better way to get over mold poisoning. (well, actually, probably Dr. Shoemaker has some drugs that can treat it)
The thing that happens when you become hypersensitive is that luck plays a part in your life.
Some people move into a new place and are fine and proceed to get better. Other people, like me, move into a place that happens to develop a mold problem and have to move again.
So it could possibly happen that you'd have to move again at some point in the future, if as you said, something in your new environment becomes a trigger.
You can probably see why some people eventually give up on buildings altogether and just go live in a tent or an RV. Anything that's made out of wood and drywall could potentially grow mold on it. There are some wood-free RVs out there. But I hope your family doesn't have to go that far. (unless you want to)
It's a tough situation because on the one hand, you know it's a bad idea to stay in a moldy home. On the other hand, it's not a piece of cake to live with the hypersensitivity.
I guess there are quite a few people by now who have concluded that it's worth it to move and start over with nothing. I feel like it's been worth it to not feel like I'm half-dead any more. But it has been hard.
I'll be thinking of you!
Forebearance