Thanks for your kind reply! I really needed to hear that! It's a very lonely battle and it's nice (but also heartbreaking) that someone has a understanding of the struggle. I do have a bad habit of beating myself up for when I can't figure out what my body needs, but working on it
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Just a update. I am NOT doing well. Just upped my dose again the las few days because I felt the spasm coming back so I thought that maybe I wasn't taking anough. Also had a convo with one of the people who work for Dr Carolyn Dean and he said that some people need as much as 1500mg to see result, so I tried to upp my dose with 75mg (I was already feeling worse) and yesterday evening I could hardly walk because my legs felt so heavy and this night I kept waking up from the stabbing spasms in my legs. When I turned around in my bed the whole room spinned around as well it's early morning and I'm really dizzy and I feel like someone drugged me
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I just called my doctor (a new one, the last one told me to search for vulenteer work because she wanted to get me of off the couch where I'm laying on for the last 9 years, still angry about that comment.) to ask if there lab had a RBC test as well, and she told me that it would be best to see a endocrinologist. I don't know if that's a good idea or not but I have such a bad experience with medical doctors that I just don't have a good feeling about that. They normally can't find anything wrong with me and it only causing me more stress and A LOT of money to go to a speciallist. What do you think?? You think that would be helpfull??
Don't really know what to do, don't know what's going on. I think I need to stop the magnesium all together because my body reacts so weirdly to it, Oh my gosh that's going to hurt like hell
.. I'm feeling the stabbing pain coming up already as I'm writing this.
I also need to find someone who can take care of my dog now for awhile
, I don't have any friends or family so live very isolated. He is going to be castrated next week so it's more easy to find a place for him, I hope just for a short while. This is really hard crashing like this and than needing to get distance from my only support because I'm getting to weak to take care of him
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I think the choline citrate is going to be here in about a week or so.. but I don't know if I'm gling to be able to test if it works because than I need to start the magnesium again as well.
Oh and yes, I take 500 to 750 whole foods vitamin c. I do best with this dosage and kind. Also don't know which test it was, but I just assume now that I'm too low in it sinds my magnesium is too low as well. And I take k2 as well, and when I take a very high dose of magnesium I balanse it with the calcium. Just to keep my ratio's right.
Sorry that my writing is a bit all over the place, I write one peace and than I need to take a break and than my mind jumps to a different thing again
also to tired figuring out how to respond in those quoting thingies.
Sorry for the inconvienense... incon... something something.. you know what I mean
(also too tired to look for the translation).