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stridor for my own part man, i'm certainly not angry. stridor is lord of the rings yeah? ive nearly used the same username. i got ill post removal too...well i got worse following that and had gotten ill following the placement of one filling in addition to the other 6. i don't know which hg mercury test you had but, generally speaking, high levels can be a good sign as they
can indicate that you're excreting mercury and low levels can mean build up.
for me its not that i don't buy it but that i genuinely think that it quite possible you're holding yourself back with the exercisng. i have more energy at the mo but im worse in some ways. getting weak and full blown me/cfs occurs when i improve. i take brain fog as a good sign as its better than the state of panic my body's in at the mo. fatigue and fog, to me, indicates a body thats still able to recognise the state its in so feels awfull...certain kinds of discomfort indicating the addressing oif the problem...or the ability of the body to try and address the problem. if i exercise i jumble up my solar plexus which causes energy to get trapped inside me raher than flow through me. when energy flows through me it cleanses and makes me feel weaker as its no longer trapped so can't build up. constipation is one side of this for me as it makes my digestion worse.
for a couple of near recoveries getting "weaker" and feeling worse, for me, lasted till the last few days and then went..(but still wasn't set in stone). it wasn't that i was actually weaker, i was stronger, but the stronger i was the more detox and microbial balancing etc my body did, which semi floors you/me...just like flu does with someone who's "healthy" in general terms.
in some ways explosive, as opposed to implosive like tai chi or qui gong or yoga, forms of exercise can make me feel better and do more but ultimately im worse. im sure that will be hard to understand. most folk "feel" better after the first few years as, in my experience is, their body stops fighting and showing them the signs of illness. i now encourage that state as a means to improve.
of course i could be wrong but so could you. you have to entertain it as a possibilty i think. this is also my experience of recovery and from listening to others...you don't steadily improve from say 20-100%. anyone with me/cfs is always under 30% then get a body transplant feeling that takes them to a 100% in a jump (100% being the average human fitness). should be said that even with that it'll take a few weeks to set in stone. bear in mind that though mercury triggered your illness, bacterial, fungal invasion, caused by the lowering of immunity by mercury, will now be a self fulfilling inner state of poor health, regardless of original cause. mercury is only another hair that can break the camels back.
add to that that you don't need explosive exercise to recover anyway. you can keep your lymph moving with very little movement but the correct movement. as much as possible, all available ennergy should be directed inwards not outwards primarily to the muscles, ime.
is that right? you have no colon? crikey if so. id still believe recovery was possible but thats gonna make it tricky huh. all the best with that.