Okay - The exact circumstances of me getting ill. I'm giving these to try and find a way round all this, wondering whether any or all these factors came into play.
1. 12-hour flight from UK to Houston. Arrived so tired that we ordered room-service and I ate with my head resting on the table.
2. Next day, began the long drive to Alamogordo, NM, with two stops on the way, one in a not-so-savoury hotel in the Texas nowhere.
3. Five days in Alamogordo, visiting friends. Felt run-down. Wondered if there was some allergen causing this.
4. Drove to Colorado Springs, feeling somewhat better, but by the time we checked into our hotel, was so exhausted with flu-like symptoms that we had to go to the USAF base there to see a doctor. They ran some bloods while I slept, told me I had a viral infection and to (a) go to a lower altitude - even if it was only Denver - and (b) to stay in bed until I felt better. Checked into a hotel there and remember nothing for the next three days.
5. Felt well enough (but still not well) to continue our journey cross country to Cincinnati to visit friends. By the time we arrived in Cinci, my throat was so swollen and sore, glands up etc. that I had to see a doctor again. "Very bad tonsillitis" he said. Gave antibiotics.
6. Eight-hour flight back to UK and no recovery.
So, I was obviously exhausted. I'd obviously spent a long time on an airplane, exposed to goodness-knows-what. I met some sort of pathogen/allergen in the NM desert. I went down with a severe flu-like illness. I flew again, while ill.
I know it's only speculation, but it seems to me that there was enough in there to permit an opportunist infection such as XMRV may well be to have taken hold.
Any thoughts?
PS - One of my closest friends in UK already had ME and I saw her just before we flew to the US
I also think that airtravel may have had something to do with my illness. I was a travel agent in the late 70s, early '80s, and I would get sick every time I flew more than a short distance. My coworker said to me, you don't like to fly, do you?
That wasn't true; I loved to fly; in those days it was fun, pre-9/11 without all the 'security' we have to go through now. But around that time the Reagan administration deregulated the airline industry and they were allowed to recirculate cabin air many more times, with less exterior/fresh air added, to save money. I was also told by someone who worked for United that all international flights are 'fumigated' while the passengers are still in the cabin, but I don't know if that is true or not. I do know that I invariably got an upper respiratory infection every time I flew from then on.
I remember reading something about this problem in a travel agent publication...flight attendants were complaining of more respiratory illnesses... where a doctor theorized that the lower pressure in the cabin and the cabin air being re-circulated without added fresh air was resulting in less oxygen available and that this would allow some types of bacteria and viruses a better environment, especially if they were breathed in, in a more concentrated 'soup' of other passengers' exhalations. Flight attendents tried to get fresh air circulation reinstated, but were turned down by the airlines.
This might be why hyperbaric oxygen treatments are helpful for some.
And the airlines have reconfigured their seating so that there are even more people packed into the same space, adding a higher probability of various bugs we haven't already got an immunity to being introduced into our lungs while we are vulnerable due to all of the above plus the added stress of travel under conditions whereby we are all treated as potential criminals.
(I found it especially stressful to be pulled out of line to have my bags and my person searched a second time. I asked the searcher, Has there been a rash of blue-eyed, red headed, 60 year-old disabled female terrorists that I haven't heard about? as she emptied my carry-on and swabbed it for explosives. No, it's a random selection, she said, don't take it personally. Right, an extra few minutes standing upright, feeling like I might faint, and having to pack my bags again...nothing personal about it.)
I got the 'killer flu' in the summer of 1982 and never fully recovered. Could be those flight-related respiratory infections lowered my immunity to the point this 'flu' was able to add XMRV or something else to the mix. Whatever that 'flu' was it had an effect unlike real flu, in that I had violent vomiting for 3 days, whereas regular flu does not involve vomiting. Having doctors, friends, lovers and family telling me it was all in my head (after all that's what the CDC and the newspapers said, so it
must be true) encouraged me to push, push, push for another 6.5 years, until I could no longer get out of bed.
I went from 'health nut' to bedridden in 6.5 years, with no known risk factors involved; at age 39 my productive life was over. It's been downhill ever since, except for some improvement from Marshall's pulsed antibiotic protocol and more recently, LDN.
Now, when I plan to travel by air, I take antibiotics for a week before, and a few days after arriving; during the flight I meditate and rest as much as possible, with a cloth across my face, hoping it will act as a mask against airborne pathogens.
So, Martlett, maybe this is a possible scenario for you: You already had been exposed to XMRV from your friend prior to leaving UK. The long flight with less oxygen allowed it to begin to replicate. You continued to be physically stressed from travel. The higher altitude than you were used to in NM and CO may have meant you continued to get less oxygen, allowing your 'viral' illness to continue and escalate, even after you got down to Denver's lower altitude, which is still "the mile high city". Lowered immunity allowed the bacterial illness in your tonsils, etc. and advanced the virus or XMRV that was, by then, thriving to where your immune system could/can no longer combat it.