@barbc56
Don't worry, I don't find personal at all, and am happy to discuss these experiences. In fact I feel fortunate to have had experiences of such strange mental phenomena first hand; mental phenomena are fascinating.
I am a bit confused about the definition of Lilliputian hallucinations.
In
Wikipedia it says that
Lilliputian hallucinations are just another name for Alice in Wonderland syndrome; but from the text you quoted above, it seems Oliver Sacks uses the term
Lilliputian hallucinations to mean the hallucinatory experiences of seeing gnomes or elves. As I mentioned in
this post, I regularly had very vivid hallucinations of gnomes in my childhood bedroom, almost nightly, as well as having Alice in Wonderland syndrome.
In terms of the cultural conditioning that may have helped my mind fabricate the visual characteristics of these recurring gnome hallucinations, it's hard to see what might have played a role in my environment as a child being brought up in suburban London. Perhaps something I saw on TV. But in any case, the visual appearance of these gnomes was not their most salient feature; their most salient characteristic was the intense consciousness behind their gazes when they were starting at me. As a child, these gnomes appeared to me as highly conscious beings.
I have never seen a ghost, but when I hear what appears to be a genuine ghost experience, there never seems to be any interaction between the ghost and the person viewing it. The ghost just seems to walk through the environment on its own trajectory, quite oblivious to the viewer, as if the ghost is just a a kind of holographic video recording being played back, and not really alive or consciousness aware. Nobody ever reports having a tete a tete with the ghost that appeared in front of them. But these gnome hallucinations I saw seemed very much alive and conscious, and all the focus of their conscious attention was on me. That's what made it so scary: that the gnomes seemed to be specifically there to observe me.
One theory I had is that my gnome hallucinations were just as aberrant version of the normal human conscious self awareness. Our mind has the capacity to consciously observe itself. So my theory is that these highly conscious gnomes were a manifestation of my own normal conscious self awareness, but somehow abnormally projected into a visual hallucination looking back at me.
Apart from these gnome hallucinations and Alice in Wonderland phenomena, I had no major mental abnormalities as child. Certainly I was never involved with or needed any child psychologists or psychiatrists. I only recently became aware of the link between temporal lobe epilepsy and Alice in Wonderland syndrome as a result of a discussion with a online acquaintance of mine who is a doctor and has TLE himself.
It is interesting though that several cultures believe in the existence of, and some individuals in these cultures may actually see, gnome-like creatures. As Oliver Sacks mentions, if you’re Irish you’ll see Leprechauns, if you’re Norwegian, you’ll see trolls. And to add to that: if you’re Icelandic you’ll see huldufolk, and if you’re from the from the Faroe Islands, you’ll also see huldufolk. The consistency of the visual form of these hallucinations from country to country makes me wonder whether the gnome appearance may be a little more than just culturally conditioned, and may be partly hardwired into the brain, as some kind of visual archetype.
Regarding the viral link you mentioned: I have seen
one study showing a link between Epstein-Barr and Alice in Wonderland syndrome, and
another study showing a link between coxsackievirus B and Alice in Wonderland syndrome.
And the virus HHV-6B has been linked to mesial temporal lobe epilepsy (the HHV-6B virus is found in the brain tissue of TLE patients).