mfairma
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Hunger strike, grafitting HHS, parading naked around the building, renting cars and driving in circles around it blasting the same song as loud as possible, throwing rocks through those giant windows, renting an 18 wheeler and hiring a full marching band to come parading out, hanging off the side of the HHS building if they ever bring back CFSAC there. Anything, as long as it's more urgent and aggressive than holding up signs in a city whose workers pride themselves on ignoring protests and sending letters and petitions expressing our frustration and concern.
The situation has long been bad enough that patients should have been willing to risk life and limb and security to ensure that it doesn't continue, yet advocates always revert back to vanilla initiatives and get bogged down arguing about silly things like whether the government's response at any given moment is proportional, which of course it never has been. I understand that patients are very sick and the community is disorganized and underresourced, but where is the fire? And isn't it hypocritical to expect the government to understand the severity of this crisis when we don't represent it in how we engage? The concern years ago when I brought up doing a real, honest hunger strike was that you couldn't ask sick people to suffer more, but where are we now, 4+ years later? What of those who have killed themself in the meantime and what of our collective suffering?
I don't have fire anymore. I'm broken. What's left crumbles with the least resistance. I can't summon the care anymore to try to organize anything. I just can't. But I used to have it and I think we would be in a better place if the community was willing to take greater risks to force our issue onto a bigger stage. It comes back to the question I asked before. When is enough enough, and what does it mean for us to be in that place?
Ultimately, though, it doesn't matter how I feel. The community will absorb this insult as it has all the others and we'll keep on hanging on every new scientific development, hoping that will make the change. One day it will.
The situation has long been bad enough that patients should have been willing to risk life and limb and security to ensure that it doesn't continue, yet advocates always revert back to vanilla initiatives and get bogged down arguing about silly things like whether the government's response at any given moment is proportional, which of course it never has been. I understand that patients are very sick and the community is disorganized and underresourced, but where is the fire? And isn't it hypocritical to expect the government to understand the severity of this crisis when we don't represent it in how we engage? The concern years ago when I brought up doing a real, honest hunger strike was that you couldn't ask sick people to suffer more, but where are we now, 4+ years later? What of those who have killed themself in the meantime and what of our collective suffering?
I don't have fire anymore. I'm broken. What's left crumbles with the least resistance. I can't summon the care anymore to try to organize anything. I just can't. But I used to have it and I think we would be in a better place if the community was willing to take greater risks to force our issue onto a bigger stage. It comes back to the question I asked before. When is enough enough, and what does it mean for us to be in that place?
Ultimately, though, it doesn't matter how I feel. The community will absorb this insult as it has all the others and we'll keep on hanging on every new scientific development, hoping that will make the change. One day it will.