I'd much rather spend my poverty level Social Security Disability on books and hobby supplies ...
but ...
ya kinda do need to have enough health to make use of them ...
I hear you - I have to spend an obscene amount of money on supplements to have the modicum of functioning that I do have - but I keep remembering the first 12 years of this illness where I almost never had any energy or felt well at all, and then starting in 2010 things started to fall into place a little, piece by piece, and had to keep adding things - it's endless and a lot of it is just to help with sleep!

I hate doing it but I hate not sleeping even more, or being pretty much bedridden.
It really bothers me that there is no prescription for phosphorous that would be covered by a Medicare drug plan! So I have to pay out of pocket for something that I really need to function!

Oh, that's right- no one can make a fortunate off of a phosporous supplement so it's not covered by insurance. sorry, bit of a rant here!