Everybody feels the same im sure Jemal.
But maybe we are not focussing enough on what didnt happen, there are those that would probably have very much liked to prove that contamination was at the root of all this. And they havent been able to do that. Maybe these studys had the potential to kill all this stone dead, many must have been worried that was a possible outcome. I dont see that at all, surely this is good news in a retrospective kind of way.
In other words the games are still on, we didnt get it all our way.But from what i can see so far, neither did the likes of Mclure.
And from what i can see of what theyve actually done to clear all this up.It doesnt appear to me that they really have done a lot, or enough to unscamble this scientific mess, Hard as it may be.
I hope this was not intentional by them, because i know how i feel, and i think i sense the same dispair on many posts here. If that was a tactic being used here ( example small sample sizes being mentioned as one gripe ) then i for one will not let them get to me.We must sit back a bit, and digest the good and the bad, bounce back with all the brilliant minds on this forum that can pour over what good has been learned from what theyve allowed us to know, or have this time around.
For example the pcr machines giveing different results is something we never knew about, and must be a lenghty investigation of itself to figure how much this has affected results so far around the world ? Hansons study is also interesting both in confirmation of retroviral infection of CFS/ME patients, and the facts about detection rates still being high in those partially in recovery. Or symptom reduced stages of the illnesses. This really needs more work and understanding whats going on in those whose symptoms are over the years modifying in a more bearable way.
Is it a good thing ? short term i can tell you yes definately. Long term ? im not so certain, and indeed a little worried about cancer.There is things to be moving foward with here, please dont lose faith that our time will come. we have achieved so much thanks to the WPI, the game is not over yet by a long shot, is what im focussing on from these early revelations ( or lack of them )
Lets also from now on, not build ouselves up for revelations that are to painful to digest, when we dont get what we want or expected. Its self deafeating, and half of the problem. I have certainly been guilty of this, ( we all want hope you see ) but we are playing right into the hands of those that doubt us, when we self deflate ourselves through to high a expectation.