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But on the other hand.....
Sometimes I am asked why I am putting so much emphasis on biotoxins, when there are so many other bad toxins out there.
The reason is that there is a SPECIFICITY associated with what I am calling the "?". It isn't just something that makes everybody feel like crap, and people with ME/CFS even more so. It's something that is so closely associated with the severe form of this illness -- the kind reported in the Tahoe epidemic described in Osler's Web -- that anyone who looked at it would be hard-pressed not to call it a cause. (Not THE cause, but certainly A cause.)
If you've got classic ME/CFS and you're exposed to a lot of this stuff, you're going to be in agony. If you're not exposed to any of it at all, you may not be well immediately, but life quickly will become at least tolerable.
I am staking everything on this assertion. If I'm not right, then I'm delusional and will quietly bow out of this whole thing.
Here's an excerpt of a letter I got yesterday from someone who was living in Lake Tahoe while really sick and has experienced a remarkable recovery of most of his health after moving to Texas (of all places, Jen) and pursuing a variety of the sorts of ME/CFS treatments that have been discussed at length on this board:
>I used to feel like I was dying all the time. It was torture. I cried for hours nearly every day, and I couldn't imagine anything more torturous. I was afraid to be alone as I was sure death was knocking on the door at any second.
>As controversial as chronic tick-borne disease (such as chronic Lyme) is, my symptoms started with a tick bite. I don't know if living in Lake Tahoe makes you more likely to get XMRV. I wasn't alive during the Incline Village outbreak, but I have visited Lake Tahoe all my life and our family even had a cabin there.
People with this disease simply cannot live in some of these places and have any quality of life at all. Following is an excerpt of a description from the symptom scale from the Hummingbirds' Foundation for ME, a group that focuses on severe ME/CFS:
>Extremely severe symptoms = 10. Totally non-functional and also possibly crying out or moaning uncontrollably and/or being near delirium. Completely overwhelmed with pain and suffering. The face muscles may be slack, the body partly or completely paralysed, and thinking or communicating may be impossible. As far as the patient is concerned, being eaten alive by a tiger could not hurt any more, or feel any worse. Absolute agony.
They describe it this way because some people with ME/CFS actually DO have symptom severity at this level. There is no limit to how horrible this disease can be. And, to my knowledge, there is no other disease where the bottom is that bad....certainly not for the years or decades that this thing drags on.
I feel very strongly that this would be where I would be if I were forced to move to certain locations in (for instance) Ann Arbor or Lake Tahoe. It only is by the grace of God that I wasn't living there when I got sick.
Finding a cure for XMRV -- if indeed it is the "cause" -- is a noble goal.
But in the meantime, we need to get people out of the places that are torturing them.
Best, Lisa
Sometimes I am asked why I am putting so much emphasis on biotoxins, when there are so many other bad toxins out there.
The reason is that there is a SPECIFICITY associated with what I am calling the "?". It isn't just something that makes everybody feel like crap, and people with ME/CFS even more so. It's something that is so closely associated with the severe form of this illness -- the kind reported in the Tahoe epidemic described in Osler's Web -- that anyone who looked at it would be hard-pressed not to call it a cause. (Not THE cause, but certainly A cause.)
If you've got classic ME/CFS and you're exposed to a lot of this stuff, you're going to be in agony. If you're not exposed to any of it at all, you may not be well immediately, but life quickly will become at least tolerable.
I am staking everything on this assertion. If I'm not right, then I'm delusional and will quietly bow out of this whole thing.
Here's an excerpt of a letter I got yesterday from someone who was living in Lake Tahoe while really sick and has experienced a remarkable recovery of most of his health after moving to Texas (of all places, Jen) and pursuing a variety of the sorts of ME/CFS treatments that have been discussed at length on this board:
>I used to feel like I was dying all the time. It was torture. I cried for hours nearly every day, and I couldn't imagine anything more torturous. I was afraid to be alone as I was sure death was knocking on the door at any second.
>As controversial as chronic tick-borne disease (such as chronic Lyme) is, my symptoms started with a tick bite. I don't know if living in Lake Tahoe makes you more likely to get XMRV. I wasn't alive during the Incline Village outbreak, but I have visited Lake Tahoe all my life and our family even had a cabin there.
People with this disease simply cannot live in some of these places and have any quality of life at all. Following is an excerpt of a description from the symptom scale from the Hummingbirds' Foundation for ME, a group that focuses on severe ME/CFS:
>Extremely severe symptoms = 10. Totally non-functional and also possibly crying out or moaning uncontrollably and/or being near delirium. Completely overwhelmed with pain and suffering. The face muscles may be slack, the body partly or completely paralysed, and thinking or communicating may be impossible. As far as the patient is concerned, being eaten alive by a tiger could not hurt any more, or feel any worse. Absolute agony.
They describe it this way because some people with ME/CFS actually DO have symptom severity at this level. There is no limit to how horrible this disease can be. And, to my knowledge, there is no other disease where the bottom is that bad....certainly not for the years or decades that this thing drags on.
I feel very strongly that this would be where I would be if I were forced to move to certain locations in (for instance) Ann Arbor or Lake Tahoe. It only is by the grace of God that I wasn't living there when I got sick.
Finding a cure for XMRV -- if indeed it is the "cause" -- is a noble goal.
But in the meantime, we need to get people out of the places that are torturing them.
Best, Lisa