Cort wrote in his letter to Amy Dockser Marcus:
This simply illustrates the pent up yearnings found in the population for wellness. We are not depressed. We are not sitting in our homes feeling sorry for ourselves. This is population that will do almost anything to get well. We have tried behavioral treatments and snake venom and antivirals and whatever......we have spent our last nickels trying to get better. Dr. Alter may have been surprised but no one in the CFS community was that his comments aroused so much interest.
After decades of being CFS sick, I've lost the ability to express outrage and anger, yet I feel it. Cort, thank you for speaking to Amy in a voice that represents how many of us feel.
Have also lost the hopefulness of many CFIDS patients who have "only" been sick a few years..."The answer is just around the corner" belief. We need your hope as well!
Floydguy commented:
"I think it's speculative to assume that researchers want to find this virus."
I agree.
I believe the CDC and the NIH have multiple reasons not to want to find this virus. Proof of XMRV in CFS patients will break the back of social security and burden Medicare beyond imagination.
CFS and all of us as patients have been drug through the mud by the media, health-care providers, and most certainly by the CDC and NIH....For decades.
While I'm cautiously optimistic that XMRV will turn out to be the needle in the haystack...my mind thinks back to when HHV6 made headlines, and we all thought 'this is it." Obviously the stakes on XMVR are far higher.
One last thought I want to share about retroviruses. I remember in the late 1980's or early 90's Dr. Cheney said this to me, and I'll paraphrase...
HIV should not be able to do to the immune system what we see it doing. I believe that HIV patients have a second unknown virus and those two viruses in tandem can do the damage we're attributing to HIV. I think that second virus is what causes CFS.
Have never forgotten that. It's an educated and interesting theory.
Again, Cort thank you for expressing yourself to Amy Dockser Marcus and saying what I feel. And to those who express great hope, thank you for that as well.
Best to all with CFS/ME...