I crammed in as much that I could that was related to addiction (and stress and depression, and anything I could relate to
behaviour) during my degree too.
I did find it interesting, coming from
being a drug addict, to see what academia had to say about it.
(Alcoholics
are drug addicts. Alcohol is a drug)
I felt they were pretty clueless.
One time I did use my own personal experience to refute a point in an assignment.
I got hauled over the coals for "using personal experience". My point was dismissed on those grounds!
"We don't study abnormality here, we study the mind and normality"
I don't know about genetic differences in synaptic gaps or levels of neurotransmitters. I have always felt that my problems stem from the actual
structure of my brain as it developed from when I was a baby - because of my mother hating me from the very beginning.
I feel it comes from what I
learned about myself, emotionally.
There is a lot to be said for the environment surrounding an addict and how that impacts the drug seeking behaviour, I know about the vets who were able to stop, when they got back from Vietnam.
So from that point of view, it would be easier to stop smoking in a different environment.
But I'm not convinced that hospital, when already under duress, is a suitably appropriate place.
I certainly took advantage of that to knowledge to help me with the booze.
I had cut down for a few days, by being away camping with Michael.
I had my date for going into rehab.
I had managed to get the withdrawal reduced in its intensity.
The whole
point was that I wasn't ever going to do it again.
So I asked Michael if I could come and stay at his house. I knew it would be far easier to stay off it there than in my own house.
So I stayed with him and got competely dry there. I wasn't even tempted by the bottles of booze he had in his cupboards. They were his, not mine.
I used being away to help convert to electric ciggies too.