I had to let go of mine and rearrange priorities quite a few years ago. Sadly, my house is still suffering from it's relegation to the bottom of the priority list in the face of getting through school and then getting a full-time job to keep the bills paid. For a long time it was all I could do just to manage that. Even the current uptick in energy hasn't helped, because I still don't have enough energy to go around (priority is now work + sleep + getting my body back in shape). Plus the last shrink I saw told me I have PTSD over some old trauma, including things that happened while I was living in this house. I used to say "I fought the house, and the house won."