I tested negative to both tests, too. In truth, by the time I found it, I wasn't that upset. I figured that if I didn't have XMRV (I am a classic text-book case), than XMRV is not the cause of ME/CFS. Either that, or WPI/ VIP have not developed a sensitive enough test to find evidence of XMRV infection, or they are testing the wrong area.
Which begs the question, did they make testing of XMRV available to the public too soon?
In truth, there were several problems with my testing overall for XMRV. Things were lost, blood was not immediately stored, payment was taken before results received... but, most surprising, they weren't able to find antibodies to any of the diseases that other (approved labs) found, including EBV, HHV6A, M.Pneumonia. So, again, when the test came in negative, I wasn't shocked. I also know that the lab is extremely small - only one doctor, Vincent Lombardi - who was testing all the samples.
To be clear, I have the utmost respect for Whittemore Peterson Institute, and I believe that they are doing their absolute best. I know, that in the end, all they were trying to do is help patients. But, I have to be honest and say I learned a valuable lesson from this experience. In my rush to get out and get "validation" from an external force - all I got was a bank account $2000 emptier. :/
In the end, validation came from within. I know I am sick. I know I have ME/CFS. And, that's that...
In the meantime, I will not be rushing out to get any spinal taps...
