Nobody's Perfect...
Mmmm indeed...
In post #49 Suzy said (my emphasis, throughout the following quotes):
Well Mark, I don't provide footnotes for every statement I make on forums (though I do provide key references on my articles).
But if I am asked to provide a reference for a statement made, unreferenced, on a forum or an article, I like to know that I can lay my hands on supportive evidence.
The difference between bullybeef and me and between you and me is that my posts and articles are published under my own name whereas "bullybeef" is anonymous and so for all pratical purposes are you.
You've said:
I can't imagine how I'd function if I researched and referenced every 'fact' before speaking - I tend to think more in patterns and generalities and assume that anybody listening or reading won't believe me on matters of detail anyway without independently verifying matters themselves.
You actually stated:
"...in fact, Wessely was a member of...."
but when challenged, cannot produce a single source to support this "fact".
Mmmm.
Suzy
What seems quite extraordinary to me here, Suzy, is that you make this post although in fact (yes very definitely in fact!), I never did state that!
So while I'm often forgetful about the detail of precisely what I may, or may not, have said in the past, on this occasion I felt quite sure I had never gone so far as that, and so I have gone back and reviewed the thread to check thoroughly. Here are the relevant extracts...
Bullybeef, #3:
Without meaning to repeat myself, the Science Media Centre is run by a former member of the Communist Revolutionary Party!
In fact SW was a former member too. There are probably many people involved in the SMC whom have come from communistic ideologies.
A startling post by Bullybeef, drawing all our attention to a remarkable piece of information about the SMC which, though seemingly a wild accusation at first, turns out to be true, and this fascinating and highly relevant line of inquiry has sparked this whole thread. Unfortunately, bullybeef made a mistake in the bolded comment, for which he has apologised, and we've all established that we seem to have been misled by a rumour and there is no source for this claim, which we seem to have picked up from an assertion on Digitalspy some months ago, or elsewhere.
Having seen this rumour repeated by Bullybeef, I responded...
Mark, #17:
Anyway, so far I have on my list Simon Wessely, Ben Goldacre, Evan Harris, and now Fiona Fox, as "former"(?) revolutionary communists with strong mutual ties and some university connections (worth exploring further)
I have since edited that post to insert the word "alleged" between "as" and "former(?)", but the quote above is the firmest claim I have made on this subject on this thread. The allegation was made by a poster on digitalspy, as we've established, and perhaps by others, since bullybeef and I recollect seeing it before, and might perhaps be better described as "rumoured" but editing it again would seem over-complicating so I'll leave it there for now.
Suzy then queried the source for the claim. I responded:
Mark, #20:
Sorry Suzy but I don't recall what my source was for that info, and you're absolutely 100% right on the vital importance of working from solid ground - thanks for continuing to remind everybody of that. I'm wondering now how much of the assertions in my previous post can be sourced - the info all comes from posters whose reliability I tend to trust, but I must admit I haven't always been rigorous in following up those details and confirming the evidence.
Not afraid to admit where I have been wrong, and genuinely grateful to Suzy for alerting us all to the importance of rigour in such matters. And so I edited my post to add the word "alleged", which seemed appropriate:
Mark, #21:
I have changed my earlier post to "alleged" because I can't find a reliable source for this claim, although google throws up many references to it in a variety of places and I've seen it claimed repeatedly.
Imagine my surprise when I read:
Suzy, #49:
...If I am asked to provide a reference for a statement made, unreferenced, on a forum or an article, I like to know that I can lay my hands on supportive evidence.
The difference between bullybeef and me and between you and me is that my posts and articles are published under my own name whereas "bullybeef" is anonymous and so for all pratical purposes are you.
...
You actually stated:
"...in fact, Wessely was a member of...."
but when challenged, cannot produce a single source to support this "fact".
Mmmm.
It seems quite extraordinary Suzy, in this context, for you to make an unreferenced and false allegation about me! As the record above, and the thread itself shows, Bullybeef did so, but I did not and what you seem to have done is attributed the comment on Digitalspy to me!
You might have at least checked the quote you attributed to me before laying in to me! And I was most surprised to read your continued complaint after Bullybeef and I had already apologised for our amateurism and I'd thanked you for scrutinising us.
"The difference between bullybeef and me and between you and me is that my posts and articles are published under my own name", you say.
Well that's one difference between us Suzy. Another difference between us is that I am chronically sick for 15 years, and you are a campaigner on behalf of the chronically sick. And another difference is that you have been at this for many years whereas I am very much new to the scene. I am very new to ME/CFS politics, having never felt I had the energy to get embroiled in it, and I've also never posted online until less than a year ago when the XMRV news led me to feel I simply had to make a stand and speak out. So there seem to be a few differences.
Yes, I am anonymous here. I was in fact very afraid of the potential consequences of logging on here and writing about my personal experiences with my illness - concerned about the potential for friends, family, acquaintances to pick up on embarrassing details, concerned about the risk that some random nutter might spot me and pursue me to my home address (it happened just down the road a couple of years ago, somebody got killed, so excuse me for a little paranoia), and above all those - because I had decided to finally take a stand and to hell with the consequences - concerned about the potential implications for my family. But after everything, I felt I simply had to take a stand. And so here I am, anonymous still, for now at least.
I will continue to defend the right of posters to post here anonymously. I have not yet posted my details, which would perhaps be desirable in the interests of the transparency of Phoenix Rising as an organisation, but part of the reason I have not revealed more about myself is because I believe that the principle of the legitimacy of anonymity is something I should defend on behalf of other members who may feel the same fears as I do, but wish to have a voice. I make no further apologies than I have above for my anonymity. There seems to me to be valid reason to be cautious.
This is a patient's forum. It was set up by a sufferer of ME/CFS, it is run and managed by sufferers, and it's an incredible achievement that we have done all that together despite the challenges we face. Doubtless there are people who mock all that, and doubtless there are those who will say "look at these weirdos, they can't even get their facts straight, what a bunch of rabid nutters". But we are simply ordinary people, from all walks of life, and from all around the world, who have been sick for a long time, sharing our experience. We don't have to have university backgrounds to post here, we don't have to verify each other's disabilities or identitites in order to post, and we don't have to apologise for not all being intellectuals. I will defend the right of ordinary people who are sick and kept in the shadows to try to have a voice and to become involved and engaged with the science or the politics of ME/CFS and to stumble and fail together as we bravely share our experiences together publicly. Maybe we do risk being misrepresented and mocked, and maybe that will undermine credibility in the eyes of some. I would hope that the general readers might be forgiving and recognise flawed and frail humanity for what it is, and perhaps feel a degree of sympathy rather than look down on us with smug academic disapproval.
I do hope so, and I hope that enough people are able to recognise that we are human, here, and that humans are not perfect, none of us, and we do make mistakes. Even you, Suzy, as we've just seen. When I make a mistake, I am not afraid or ashamed to admit it, and to apologise, and to try to do better in future. I think it's fair to now ask you to do the same.
Suzy, I PM'd you the other day, before this all blew up, to express my gratitude and appreciation for the fantastic job you do. I explained that I think your site is as good and accurate a UK site as I have seen, and I massively appreciate the perspective you bring. There are far, far too few people who do not have ME/CFS and yet stand up as advocates for us. You are one, and as such your presence amongst us is greatly appreciated: I am always pleased to see you post here. Thank you again. I know it must be frustrating when others - patients and professionals alike - fail to follow the standards of rigour you have set. But please, forgive us. We are only human, we are flawed, and we do make mistakes. What's more important in my opinion is how we respond and behave when we do so, because in the end, we are all here to learn, together.
Mark