This is my take on advocacy in CFS.
Last year I created a group on this forum that was designed to take the CDC's program on CFS down at the CFSAC meeting. I did everything that I believed the CFIDS Association was not doing. I used deliberately provocative language. I emphasized how important the goal was and what a golden opportunity we had. The CDC was about to present a draft of its five-year plan. If we could show up in force to get some media attention perhaps we could really get their attention.. We knew that ME/CFS professionals were going to be there and testify - we just needed the patients. I presented this - as it was explained to me - as a once in a decade opportunity to make a difference in the CDC's program.
I sent an invitation to everyone that subscribes to the newsletter - about 3500 people. I sent an invitation to everybody on the forums. I put a big ad on the front of my website.
I got 48 people. After that I pretty much stopped blaming the CFIDS Association for their lack of success at advocacy. I was looking back at old Chronicle that dated back to the time of the CDC scandal. It was right during the Congressional hearings on the subject. The CAA was able to get about 50 people to their lobby day that year.
It's not them or just them - its us as well! We have a pitiful record on advocacy. Dr. Peterson has talked about it in very blunt terms and its true.
Blaming the victim isn't going to wash.
The fact that many of us are disabled and impoverished accounts for a lot of that, and you know that, I'm sure. My personal fact regarding this: after getting nothing in return for my donations and my activities for so many years, I stopped doing anything. I didn't have internet at home, had to drive 12 miles to the public library, with a time slot pre-appointed, to use the internet. Until the XMRV news came out, I was totally into just accepting this illness and trying to live the best quality of life a disabled, impoverished, no-energy person could.
Because of XMRV, I found Phoenix Rising. It is the best forum I've ever encountered for this illness and I thank the Tao for it and for you, and yes, for XMRV research from WPI. I didn't know CFSAC existed. And having read up on its history, I wasn't missing much, as I found that their recommendations were never responded to by those who should have been listening. Even if I had known of your call for patients to testify at CFSAC, I wouldn't have been able to do anything more than send a written testimony. Now that I know of its existance, and that it has Wanda Jones instead of some uncaring GOBSATT at its head, I will provide written testimony next time, if that possibility is offered. As far as I could tell, all the slots for patient testimony were filled anyway.
I certainly won't be able to do any more, for any organization, than what I can do on the internet. It's my only way of contributing. I have pared my lifestyle down so much, in order to live on less than $800/month, than I have no "disposable" income. Every month I have to decide what to do without so that I can have something else I need. I haven't bought any new clothes in over 2 years and when I do, it will be at the second hand store. I live on rice and beans mostly. So, in order to be inspired to give up something else, I need to have a reasonable expectation that it will be of some benefit, if not to me, to someone else with ME/CFS.
So, when I saw that article supporting GET/CBT on CAA, and the puzzling response by Dr Vernon to the last two European studies, I really felt let down by that organization. I still don't know if they don't understand the politics and fraud behind the psych lobby, or if they have some hidden agenda that supports the CDC/Wesseley theories. Unless and until they come out unambiguously on the politics, I will not be able to trust that they represent me in any way.
You, Cort, saying: Well they have Dan Peterson on there, so that balances Peter White.....this does not compute.
That Dr Vernon responded well to the first 'failure to find' study doesn't 'average out' the poor response on the last two.
For me, this doesn't qualify as ADVOCACY for us.
(As for your contention that brain scans could not be paid for, for the public awareness campaign, I say, why not? Since there is "no test and no treatment" for ME/CFS, it could not be considered a medical expense, right? Just a different kind of photograph, of a different part of the sick persons in question. I'd like some thinking out of the box, for a change. What if, after the exhibit went out, CDC complained about the type of photos/brain scans? Maybe then we'd get some scandal worth reporting. I'd like to see them explain why faces tell us more about CFS than brain scans do.)