What are we hoping for?
Yes, you're right. This site is here to allow all sufferers to express their views. We have no requirement that they all be in agreement.
As it happens I am not sure about whether I want to hear that I have XMRV. I think it's possible that I don't have it. Also think it's possible I do. Actually I'd rather think that what I have is a problem with particular foods and run down adrenals.
I also know that it's possible that the research on xmrv may NOT lead to a definite conclusion that it causes CFS. It's way too soon to tell. We have been down similar roads before.
Meantime, being supportive of each other, is the order of the day on these forums.
Jody, thanks, your comments made me ask myself what I'm looking for here. My personal experience is that I've been prone to infection when stressed. And when stressed, my immune system doesn't work....I feel ill all the time, but get very ill when I stop (evenings, weekends, and holidays - like Christmas, 3 weeks of flu, and still counting). I still work full time, after 19 years of this, so maybe I'm not a candidate for a cohort, although my activity level is down to 10% of previous.
Maybe we can all learn from our collective experience? In 1991, I got ill, like I had on a few occasions before, but this time it didn't go away. For me, that could be the XMRV connection - the one that doesn't go away, and the one which leaves the immune system permanently compromised. But that leaves the point that not everyone gets it, so there's an underlying weakness in the first place, which must be either genetic or circumstantial, or a combination of the two. It doesn't seem to be like HIV/AIDS, which is mainly circumstantial (sorry if these are the wrong technical terms).
So, I'm not looking for XMRV to be the root cause, but simply a piece in the puzzle. Susceptibility could explain the difficulties in explaining the transmission.
Meantime, enjoy watching the techies exchange blows - it will all come out in the wash in the end. If it doesn't, I'll be in the queue to deliver a few blows in the right direction, no matter how crap I feel.
I find it very frustrating though that the researchers can't coordinare efforts in order to optimise the route through this.
Love to all
Satch
