SECOND EDIT: Please skim this post to see what my reaction was, but go to the bottom edits to see what I have now discovered was probably the cause...and to please offer suggestions on how to help me recover more fully from the damage I've done to my body.
Hi,
I'm hoping someone can help me understand what went wrong. I'm assuming the psychosis I was experiencing came from the supplements I started, but I'd love some input as well as some explanation of why it happened (if it does, indeed, seem to have come from the supplements).
I started taking methylB12 (5,000 mcg)...one a day for a week. Then I continued with that for another week, while also adding in SAM-e. After about 2 weeks, things got really bad...the pressure, swirling lights in my head got worse and my entire head was experiencing some kind of burning/prickly/tingly cold/hot kind of thing, coupled with extreme swirling lights with my eyes closed, some sort of "churning?" below my navel at night that would wake me up, and it would feel like a vortex or tub-drain kind of effect happening...where this vortex energy was spiraling down from my head and into my spine and my entire body would tremble with the churning/energy/draining of whatever was happening. It would happen again and again, off and on all night long, especially if I was startled awake or heard some sort of noise, or moved my head/turned into a different position. Then the psychosis started and continued to get worse...I was "tapped in" to some universal knowledge, filled with light, accessing light beings and being shared all kinds of universal knoweldge, etc.
I was concerned there was something groing wrong in my body, but during all of that I didn't even question what was happening in my mind. I believed 100% I was somehow downloading knowledge from some higher dimension, or something. All my research only proved this to be the case, too...all kinds of stuff about kundalini rising, ascention, and all kinds of higher-level-existence type stuff.
Anyway, regardless of whether the knowledge was real, or not, once I got a tiny glimpse from deep inside that maybe I was experiencing some sort of psychosis did I realize I needed to stop taking the supplements since it all seemed to have happened/gotten sever after taking the supplements.
So, I stopped taking them and after about a week of coffee enemas I started taking some HCL to help me digest the simple foods/juices I was eating/drinking. Then the burning/prickly/swirling vision thing happened again and continued for a few days before I wised up enough to stop the HCL. It's not all the way cleared up, yet, but I am definitely not suffering from psychosis right now and I don't want to ever experience that again.
Was it from the supplements, like I'm assuming? If so, can someone explain what was happening? I was thinking maybe heavy metals were released and they flooded into my brain?? Does that sound right?
I'm terrified to take anything at all as far as supplements go, but want to get better and don't know how to do that without fixing methylation. I'm looking into information on KPU/HPU thinking maybe that is my main issue which is made worse by my methylation issues? I'm continuing with the coffee enemas, trying to clean my liver to help my brain release toxins or clear up whatever was going on. I'm thinking of taking nano zeolite maybe to help detox even better?
Anyway, thanks for reading and I hope someone can offer some possible insight into what was going on with me so that I can never have to repeat that again. :-(
Love,
Wendi
EDIT: I was just going to take some pepto-bismol tablets to calm my tummy (I have H Pylori and it many times helps me feel better). It was then that I remembered I had been taking Pepto Bismol multiple times a day for a period of about a month (all during that time I was taking the B12 and SamE). So, rather than take it again, I thought I should search to see if maybe the Pepto Bismol added to the brain issues. I came across this link:
http://www.rsc.org/Publishing/Journals/cb/Volume/2009/12/bismuth_puzzle.asp
And it looks like maybe that added to (or caused) the issue?? My mind isn't clear enough to figure all this out. :-(
SECOND EDIT: OMG, I think I figured out what caused the psychosis. NOW....how can I help my body recover from this??!!! Read the Summary on the following page...that's exactly what happened to me. I used far too much bismuth and ended up with a type of encephalopathy. Please help me by suggesting ways to help my body more fully recover from the damage I've done to myself. :-(
http://www.omicsonline.org/medical-use-of-bismuth-the-two-sides-of-the-coin-2161-0495.S3-004.pdf
Hi,
I'm hoping someone can help me understand what went wrong. I'm assuming the psychosis I was experiencing came from the supplements I started, but I'd love some input as well as some explanation of why it happened (if it does, indeed, seem to have come from the supplements).
I started taking methylB12 (5,000 mcg)...one a day for a week. Then I continued with that for another week, while also adding in SAM-e. After about 2 weeks, things got really bad...the pressure, swirling lights in my head got worse and my entire head was experiencing some kind of burning/prickly/tingly cold/hot kind of thing, coupled with extreme swirling lights with my eyes closed, some sort of "churning?" below my navel at night that would wake me up, and it would feel like a vortex or tub-drain kind of effect happening...where this vortex energy was spiraling down from my head and into my spine and my entire body would tremble with the churning/energy/draining of whatever was happening. It would happen again and again, off and on all night long, especially if I was startled awake or heard some sort of noise, or moved my head/turned into a different position. Then the psychosis started and continued to get worse...I was "tapped in" to some universal knowledge, filled with light, accessing light beings and being shared all kinds of universal knoweldge, etc.
I was concerned there was something groing wrong in my body, but during all of that I didn't even question what was happening in my mind. I believed 100% I was somehow downloading knowledge from some higher dimension, or something. All my research only proved this to be the case, too...all kinds of stuff about kundalini rising, ascention, and all kinds of higher-level-existence type stuff.
Anyway, regardless of whether the knowledge was real, or not, once I got a tiny glimpse from deep inside that maybe I was experiencing some sort of psychosis did I realize I needed to stop taking the supplements since it all seemed to have happened/gotten sever after taking the supplements.
So, I stopped taking them and after about a week of coffee enemas I started taking some HCL to help me digest the simple foods/juices I was eating/drinking. Then the burning/prickly/swirling vision thing happened again and continued for a few days before I wised up enough to stop the HCL. It's not all the way cleared up, yet, but I am definitely not suffering from psychosis right now and I don't want to ever experience that again.
Was it from the supplements, like I'm assuming? If so, can someone explain what was happening? I was thinking maybe heavy metals were released and they flooded into my brain?? Does that sound right?
I'm terrified to take anything at all as far as supplements go, but want to get better and don't know how to do that without fixing methylation. I'm looking into information on KPU/HPU thinking maybe that is my main issue which is made worse by my methylation issues? I'm continuing with the coffee enemas, trying to clean my liver to help my brain release toxins or clear up whatever was going on. I'm thinking of taking nano zeolite maybe to help detox even better?
Anyway, thanks for reading and I hope someone can offer some possible insight into what was going on with me so that I can never have to repeat that again. :-(
Love,
Wendi
EDIT: I was just going to take some pepto-bismol tablets to calm my tummy (I have H Pylori and it many times helps me feel better). It was then that I remembered I had been taking Pepto Bismol multiple times a day for a period of about a month (all during that time I was taking the B12 and SamE). So, rather than take it again, I thought I should search to see if maybe the Pepto Bismol added to the brain issues. I came across this link:
http://www.rsc.org/Publishing/Journals/cb/Volume/2009/12/bismuth_puzzle.asp
And it looks like maybe that added to (or caused) the issue?? My mind isn't clear enough to figure all this out. :-(
SECOND EDIT: OMG, I think I figured out what caused the psychosis. NOW....how can I help my body recover from this??!!! Read the Summary on the following page...that's exactly what happened to me. I used far too much bismuth and ended up with a type of encephalopathy. Please help me by suggesting ways to help my body more fully recover from the damage I've done to myself. :-(
http://www.omicsonline.org/medical-use-of-bismuth-the-two-sides-of-the-coin-2161-0495.S3-004.pdf
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