Gingergrrl
Senior Member
- Messages
- 16,171
@optimist Thank you for what you said and I wish I could triple like your post! You are right, this illness does mess with our conscience when there is no real reason and then the emotions drain us even more. I feel incredible guilt each time a new treatment doesn't work for me as if I have failed and let everyone down.
Especially when my family and friends (and myself) get so hopeful each time that I found the right thing this time that is going to make me better. I need to just stay realistic and if I have a good or better day, it is true for that moment but at least for now, it is not something that I am able to sustain.
Especially when my family and friends (and myself) get so hopeful each time that I found the right thing this time that is going to make me better. I need to just stay realistic and if I have a good or better day, it is true for that moment but at least for now, it is not something that I am able to sustain.