Ok, my speech is maybe worse than I'm making clear. The hoarseness makes it better usually. My facial muscle feel like they had Botox. I used to be so expressive ppl liked to imitate me. My eyes were very big. It literally is hard to smile. I have to really push myself with my facial muscles. My speech doesn't get better. It's been bad for several years, maybe 5 years. The Drs think it's neuropathic or multiple system atrophy forms of Dysautonomia. I tested pos for mold based on DNA and other tests & had a lot of immune/inflammation tests I never had before (despite autoimmune problems since childhood) come back pos. I know I have EBV recombinant form & some other IGG/IGM positive stuff. I had a notoriously tainted rubella vaccine at age 9 which triggered my arthritis & sjogrens. I thought it was under control but based on these other tests, both the mold person I'm seeing (& I want a second opinion cuz she's costing a fortune & I don't know the prevalence of these findings in the non-symptomatic population & hematologist found, I have an immune dysfunction/inflammatory response going on inside my body that increased my fibrinogen &other clotting tests. But I have severe hypovolemia & high standing norepinephrine, OH/POTS, movement issues, neurogenic this that & the other thing... And now my right lung seems to be having a problem. I recently had a cardiac test that induced my symptoms & caused an inverted T wave and severe drop in BP (it was supposed to increase my BP) & I thought I was having a heart attack and couldn't talk or open my eyes. I've not been well since but I don't even know anymore what dr to call. My cardiologist is overwhelmed by my case, as is my neurologist. I was living away from my house for three years & before that was away on and off for medical care, but finally decided that was ridiculous do have my disability friendly house sitting here & not sell it. But I'm too sick to get it ready to sell & my Drs where I was were at least more familiar with my case but I wasn't getting better. One dr had me on so much medicine, I wonder if that caused my speech problem. Seriously, it was very dangerous & when I asked him abt it, he dropped me like a hot potato, afraid id sue him & that had royally messed up my care cuz he has made sure to cover his $&@ & I can't do much abt it. But my other Drs there all were behind me but still any new dr wants the previous records. It's impossible to get a dr to revise ur records if they contain mistakes or erroneous info. I really trusted that dr. So, I just am trying to find out abt all my symptoms & figure out what to do. I needed to go to the ER Sunday but wouldn't go cuz they don't understand my dxs here & I was too tired to shower. So my PICC (I get daily hydration at home but Sunday I had a reaction as soon as I started my fluids & was having difficulty breathing, chest pain, & my speech was the worst ever) line nurse came Monday and listened to my lungs. So I have a problem. But I've only seen my internist here once and am due back this month. I also had a bone infarct in my pelvis that destroyed left me with the worst relentless pain in my life & my spine since has been a mess. I have some permanent blindness, a brain lesion on my pons they say has nothing to do with all this, severe Raynauds, some Dystonia, & u name it, but my hearing & memory great! Lol. My memory actually was a problem when I first got sick with this neurological stuff & it got better over time, suggesting a brain injury of some kind, but my speech was fine then although I had horseness a lot from the sjogrens (I assume) & I had bouts of swallowing problems where I couldn't even swallow water, as if I forgot how, but it isn't usually that severe. I am way uncoordinated & drop stuff (just today, a glass dropped full of ice tea. I fall & bump into things but not as bad as before cuz I think im less mobile & my house is more disability-friendly. I have severe fatigue & have slept 3 days In a row but am not doing that as much. I fall asleep lately reading. I can only type like this during a window of time late afternoon or early evening. I get different kinds of tremors or seizure like episodes. I think this low VEGF test finding one may be critical. Ok, if u have any thoughts abt any of this, I'd appreciate it. Ok I told u it was a long story. I need help.