soxfan
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So once again I am dealing with awful PEM and I have no idea what brought it on..I have had a very quiet..peaceful last few days. I went to bed last night with my insides feeling very overstimulated and in turmoil..I felt the vibration and shaking inside.
I wake this morning feeling like the life has been drained from me...I feel hollow and empty inside along with severe physical exhaustion. It even feels like I hardly have the energy to breathe. So here I lay with my heart feeling like it is pounding but I know it really isn't. My insides are shaking and it just takes too much effort to even talk.
I have an appointment with my new PCP tomorrow who is supposed to be knowledgeable in CFS. I am fairly certain there won't be much he can do but at least I can tell him my story and maybe he will have a different perspective on all this and not just say...I am sorry you struggle like this everyday like the prior PCP said to me....
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep and not wake up...I know it is the PEM talking but to feel like this is so uncomfortable and nothing helps take away the exhaustion...physical draining feeling inside unless I knock myself out and I have nothing to do that with...
I wake this morning feeling like the life has been drained from me...I feel hollow and empty inside along with severe physical exhaustion. It even feels like I hardly have the energy to breathe. So here I lay with my heart feeling like it is pounding but I know it really isn't. My insides are shaking and it just takes too much effort to even talk.
I have an appointment with my new PCP tomorrow who is supposed to be knowledgeable in CFS. I am fairly certain there won't be much he can do but at least I can tell him my story and maybe he will have a different perspective on all this and not just say...I am sorry you struggle like this everyday like the prior PCP said to me....
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep and not wake up...I know it is the PEM talking but to feel like this is so uncomfortable and nothing helps take away the exhaustion...physical draining feeling inside unless I knock myself out and I have nothing to do that with...