Lolinda
J'aime nager dans le froid style Wim Hof.. 🏊♀️🙃
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Hi, I am overly happy. No more PEM, after some years of pacing and suffering and working on improving it. I cry happy tears while writing these lines... I wish you so much the same, so I write down all details. I hope you can take this or that idea and profit. Having said that, I always noticed that on PR, posting about a new CFS study often earns an impressive response of hundreds of likes and pages full of contributions, even if there is nothing actionable in that study. On other threads, people post their solutions. The latter never earn such attention. I always wondered why this is...? So let's focus in this thead on solutions! Please post yours too, let them be only partial. After all, we are here to get healthy, aren't we?
So here are my "tries and tribulations" . I will describe my misery relentlessly. And after that I describe what worked for me, step by step. The biggest effect was brought about by carnitine, the last point.
I hope I was able to spark some spirit of "let's focus on solutions" even if one person's solution is of course not necessarily everyone else's solution. So is there anything you can offer from your personal experiences, something that worked for you and can inspire others?
So here are my "tries and tribulations" . I will describe my misery relentlessly. And after that I describe what worked for me, step by step. The biggest effect was brought about by carnitine, the last point.
- I had an EBV, which led in me to permanent PEM. Only slow running or dancing worked without "punishment afterwards". (I bachata & tango. Salsa was nice but already stressing)
- I got CFS and my PEM worsened. I vividly recall how careful I had to be: one day I tried a heavier backpack. Sick for weeks "with a flu that is not a flu". Or, 10 pushups. Same result.
- It turned into full-blown ME. Regarding exercise intolerance, I got heart pain when I tried to merely walk up stairs. It forced me to stop immdiately. At the worst, I called emergencies and learned they make me even more sick, so I learned that elevators are better friends . Though, one of the emergency doctors told me that in some people breathing exercises help. She couldn't tell me more. 5 minutes of google outperformed her and all her useless colleagues: It is the 5-2-5 breathing. It immediately stopped the heart pain. Later on, a scientific friend, @Emootje, educated me about takotsubo syndrome (thanks forever!!) where the blood vessels leading to the heart narrow leading to a diminished blood flow. OK, so this means that I had a little stress component that I could resolve using 5-2-5.
- But I was convinced that there was an underlying organic issue. All my numerous food intolerances pointed to the gut. In final desperation of my ME (20 hours of sleep in total over 10 days, almost unable to eat anything or to think ), I still could read and grab straws . I read about starving out bad bugs in the gut by the specific carbohydrate diet. I immediately knew by experience, I would not tolerate the simple sugars still permitted on that diet, so I went full low-carb paleo. Within 2 weeks ME was resolved and I was able to carry a backpack. And eat more foods. And sleep a bit. And run, but not sprint and no pushups or any more demanding calisthenics. Digging soil in my moms garden was ok at the price of some sleeping probs.
- I noticed that within my low carb diet, it is not that it was ketogenic but I needed very low carb. I needed to avoid other stuff than carbs, too, that feeds gut bugs such as foods with high choline or carnitine contents. E.g. for eating beef, I got punished with regression into more exercise intolerance for some time.
- Transdermal vitamins. My crappy gut does not tolerate any oral vitamins and I had all sort of deficiencies according to my labs and my cronometer nutrition reports, too. So in desperation, I smeared vitamins on skin. It was a looong try-and-error and retest retest retest at labs (rotating doctors who signed prescriptions so I don't exhaust anyone's goodwill ) until I replenished all according to the labs. By-and-large, I need very very roughly something in the ballpark of 50x of the RDA on skin to replenish. It works for me with B2 (200mg), B3 (200mg), B5 (500mg), B6 (100mg), and biotin (20mg). Choline as citicoline I need only 500mg. If you try, be warned that absorption and hence dosage will strongly vary by skin type. My dosages bring me from deficient labs into the normal range and improve symptoms. In other words, only tiniest fractions absorb. Still, beware: never ever start using these doses. These doses are my final doses after working up myself starting with milligrams over months!! B3 can be utterly dangerous suddenly in bigger doses, even leading to arrythmias. I had some, and cramps too. The other vitamins aren't fun either if a deficient body is overwhelmed.
Result: Choline was my first successful transdermal vitamin, which improved motility and I felt more calm, but I still needed further motility aids (artemisia, leccino). I tried before choline: B2, B3 and B6 but failed. (Just for completeness, I also took transdermal Mg-Cl and orally cod liver/oil with good results). After choline, B2 succeeded, first in tiny doses only. Bigger ones caused gut trouble. B2 stopped my neuropathy attacks. Then, B6 brought down my homocysteine as expected. B5 made me able to eat more calories. Biotin made me able to sleep on my left side without my heart and gut rambling, and calmed my itching scalp. B3 (as niacin) I could start only after reaching some levels with those before. It was only then a big winner. At the price of a red skin initially, It cured my carpal tunnel (the niacin burning is sooooo pleasant if you have a carpal tunnel syndrome and it has a lasting curative effect too). Smearing it on face, it gave me back the young glow of my skin (after the red blush is gone of coure , but now I always have good looking red cheeks, even without niacin . I guess make-up is an imitation of being healthy) and B3 made my thinking quick and clear (aka the rest of brain fog resolved. The first round came due to Konynenburg methylation, the second due to low carb paleo). And back to the topic of this thread, all these improved together my running speed. Oh I forgot to mention B1, which I succeeded to replenish by food which not only replenished my lab values but brought down my excessive noradrenalin, which in turn I credit to enable me to sprint (that "sprint" at that time others would have called just normal running... ). And currently I am experimenting with adding creatine to my transdermal mix, if you have experiences, oral or transdermal, please comment here. - And now my last and main winner: carnitine. See details on dosage on this thread for people who had deficient carnitine labs. In brief, it brought me back to full normal sports and hard physical work, without regrets!! Pushups? Pull-ups? Bum and leg exercises? Run up stairs carrying my groceries to the top floor? Carry home an oversized clay pot from the garden center? No problem. I love to feel my body and every bit of it as I put in effort. And to see my shape slowly rounding where it should be round, thanks to sports and thanks to eating well. How come: I found out that I have had a carnitine deficiency (see here for my labs). This carnitine deficiency did not come about because of my keto diet (maybe it was reinforced) but was already there before. How do I know? I can't fully prove it but carnitine resolved symptoms that were there already long before. My gut motility was always crappy already as a child, and I had Aspergers. Both can be caused by low carnitine and in me, on carnitine supplementation, my gut motility is the best I ever had in my life. And while after B3 I was satisfied with my thinking, I was still good at the oh so academic "skill" of finding complicated solutions for simple problems. This last bit of an aspie I am happy to have killed now, very happy because it simply saves time which I need so much to resolve my rest of issues: neuropathy and POTS. And then live my hard-won life again and have a happy family, most of all . If you didn't get a carnitine test yet, here are some reasons why it is worth IMO.
I hope I was able to spark some spirit of "let's focus on solutions" even if one person's solution is of course not necessarily everyone else's solution. So is there anything you can offer from your personal experiences, something that worked for you and can inspire others?
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