Does anyone else get days like this? I mean a day of feeling completely normal. I have had four this month usually spaced 2 days apart. I begin to believe I dreamed about being unwell. I begin to believe it is all going to be OK now. I am normal, like my usual self, everything is good. Not even a bit exhausted, just steady.
And then from no apparent cause, a day or so later it all comes back. Shakiness, weakness, can't do a lot, weird appetite, feel queasy sometimes, twinges over eye etc. And the most awful thing....a Soul-less feeling, like can't communicate with my own Heart or anything has any meaning because I'm so distracted by the horrible feelings (can't quite put that into words.)
So, it's all so random and I can't trace any triggers. But what are those sudden days when everything is perfectly normal?? Even though you might not have rested seriously the day before.
Yes I am grateful for them but it makes no sense. Surely when you are ill, it doesn't just "go completely away" randomly for a day then come back, then go away randomly again 2 days later....does it? Or is this the usual "crash" scenario?
This is feeling like the trickiest situation and very unstable and unfathomable. It almost feels like there's a mean intelligence behind it which likes to wear down peoples' spirits with false hope. (Yes I know I'm being silly now.)
And then from no apparent cause, a day or so later it all comes back. Shakiness, weakness, can't do a lot, weird appetite, feel queasy sometimes, twinges over eye etc. And the most awful thing....a Soul-less feeling, like can't communicate with my own Heart or anything has any meaning because I'm so distracted by the horrible feelings (can't quite put that into words.)
So, it's all so random and I can't trace any triggers. But what are those sudden days when everything is perfectly normal?? Even though you might not have rested seriously the day before.
Yes I am grateful for them but it makes no sense. Surely when you are ill, it doesn't just "go completely away" randomly for a day then come back, then go away randomly again 2 days later....does it? Or is this the usual "crash" scenario?
This is feeling like the trickiest situation and very unstable and unfathomable. It almost feels like there's a mean intelligence behind it which likes to wear down peoples' spirits with false hope. (Yes I know I'm being silly now.)