Thanks @
heapsreal for your input here.
A big problem for me - and it seems plenty of other M.E patients is their inability to tolerate even tiny doses of meds. I feel I don't have the luxury of trial and error.
An SSRI messed me up so bad 6 years ago and I am still not recovered from it - I will never touch another drug that does things to the brain unless I have clear proof and evidence of its need.
I have also tried other hormone things - Thyroid meds, both synthetic and 'natural'. The first had no good effect and then gave me hyper symptoms. The second felt great for 3 weeks and then I had a massive crash (last September) that I have not gone back to baseline from (yet?). Seems my adrenals cant handle it.
Supplementing steroids - messed my immune system up so bad I was afraid to be with another human being.
DHEA - VERY low - cant tolerate at all, even at 2-5mg every other day makes me raging and weepy.
Low digestive enzymes - supplementing with enzymes makes me so nauseous I cant eat.
Hypochloridia - Betaine Hcl gives me heartburn
Paleo diet - makes me very sick
B12 deficiency - tried injections, helped a bit but sensitive to B12, so could only take tiny amounts.
CO Q10 deficiency - Co Q 10 makes me wired.
And so it goes on... sometimes I wonder why see another doctor if I wont be able to tolerate their treatments? but I guess i'm hoping they will uncover something, or a number of somethings which explains why so many of my systems are bust, and why I cant tolerate meds etc. I believe most of the above problems are downstream of some larger issue - Immune? infection? pituitary? (I have had two post partum haemorrhages and was hit by a car at 19)
I just need a doctr who is clever and insightful enough to not give up on me when I don't respond the way they expect.
KDM said the best thing to me, which on the day made me very emotional and I keep thinking about it as it keeps me going. He said - I don't care what you have got, or what name it is called or not called. I will look at the whole picture, at all of you, and I will do my very best to help you, no matter what we find.