thanks Eeyore--I just reread that brilliant essay/interview Carol Sieverling did with Dr Cheney 10-15 years ago "Heart of the matter" and it lays it all out, what I am trying to recall--it rang true then and again now---and you tied in what he is talking about the connection with heart and Martin Pall with nitrous oxide and taurine etc--I know I am reinventing the wheel but its just uncanny to me how accurate it is yet there is no good consistent solution for a lot of folks and I dont think much follow up happened on Peckermans study related to that.
Anyway here is link to interview and in part 2b it describes that tricky balance between feeling better being up or liedown:
http://www.dfwcfids.org/medical/cheney/heart04.part2b.htm
"Now, here is a Congestive Heart Failure curve. [Curve C] Those patients are treated with Lasix to make them eliminate the extra volume, and then they are able to move up the curve and improve their cardiac output. "Most of you, on the other hand, need volume, and as we give you more volume you will come up onto the peak and will maximize your cardiac output. But, if we overshoot, you're going to go down the other side and you actually lose volume. And if you keep going down you'll actually go into heart failure."
" It's critical to understand the Frank-Starling Curve of Cardiac Output, where you [the PWC] are and how to manipulate it. [Notice that the healthy hearts in the diagram (curves A & B) have little to no drop after their peak!]
But, what if you're one of the ones right near the top of the curve and you increase your volume (preload) 2 liters by lying down? You could actually go over the peak and down the other side. Do you know what that means clinically? Some patients can't lie down! Some tell me, "When I lay down I cannot rest well or sleep." They went right over the top and dropped their cardiac output by lying down!"
In part 2a he talks about nitric oxide etc and warns in this interview against certain meds like provigil because it pushes cfs person too far and creates that out of balance (crash) and that is what I suspect, for me, that azithromyocin is sort of like taking provigil or even coke etc--it helps in a way but hurts in another way--and me, never could get relief from: magnesium vit b12, Pall protocol, richs protocol etc my whole chemical deal isn't working right so maybe my glutathione etc I just cant process zithromax properly or something -
-excerpt part 2a: "Which brings me to the most important statement I'll make about this peroxynitrite diagram. If you are immune-activated from virus, bacteria, mold, and/or toxin exposures, then you're generating an excess amount of nitric oxide. And if you also make a significant amount of ATP, it can result in superoxide, which then binds with the nitric oxide to produce large amounts of peroxynitrite. Then you're set up for major problems. [Oxygen transport, microcirculatory impairment, lack of tissue perfusion, etc.]"
I suspect the Zithromax created peroxynitrite in me. I am probably explaining this all goofy because I was a sociology major and molecular biology out of my conception lol but Cheney makes it pretty laymen friendly.
that relates to your advice then about reduce nmda eeyore--and I guess that is what I was thinking is that for me its fine line, I think QT prolonging meds maybe reduce nmda too--i feel there must be connection chemically to the QT aspect as well as the Pall chemical theory--anyway---but then there is that fine line where its lengthening QT and reducing NMDA and then boom it goes too far in the curve, maybe per Starling or Pall theories and get other worse symptoms. from part 2b:
"Provigil does the opposite. Provigil does several things, but is mostly an NMDA-activator —it's a stimulant similar to cocaine—it will actually stimulate nitric oxide production. It may also stimulate ATP generation, which is the benefit perhaps that one sees. With more nitric oxide, you can think better, your memory improves, you can focus better, and you have more energy. But what you're doing is generating more peroxynitrite and this may not be felt for a while, but ultimately it's probably felt—in the brain at least—as Alzheimer's or Parkinson's Disease or worse, ten years from now."
How to Block Peroxynitrite
1) Increase CO2
Let's turn to peroxynitrite. According to the Textbook of Medicine, and Dr. Pall himself, what is your primary scavenger of peroxynitrite? The answer is CO2. Carbon dioxide. When ATP is generated in the mitochondria, CO2 is produced as a by-product. So, when you make energy [ATP], you produce the very thing needed to scavenge peroxynitrite. It's a beautiful system! When everything works perfectly, you can make a lot of ATP because superoxide is being broken down into water. And CO2 is produced which will get rid of any peroxynitrite that accidentally happens to be produced.
What a great system! If that system could be maintained in the state it was in when you were born, you should live to 120 to 140 years of age. It's just that things creep in that degrade that operation, that system, and we just exit out earlier than we should.
Now, if you keep lowering ATP production, which then reduces the amount superoxide produced, you also reduce the production of CO2. "The result is you have less and less primary defense against peroxynitrite. It's a vicious cycle. And especially in the lowest energy states of all you really have that problem."
How do you increase CO2? Well, first let me ask how you decrease CO2, which we definitely don't want! Hyperventilation. If you hyperventilate, you dramatically decrease CO2, which would be highly damaging. It can produce carpal-pedal spasms in some patients (carpal: wrist; pedal: foot). Its most damaging effect is to your brain, however."
then article goes on to recommend bunch of naturalish ways to increase CO2 which have only been at most mildly helpful for me over the years. That said if I wantd to go walk a mile right now I could, am more lethargic than usual but able. altho lack of sleep isn't helping either, cus can't sleep in upright position well which keeps this headache at bay.
anyway wanted to document this all to help remember all the connected dots so that when I forget again in a year I can hopefully find it at PR again.
I think that is why ssri's and some snri's like cymbalta etc have that doubleedge for cfsish folks---its like the risk of cocaine per Pall's chemical explanation.