Its a very compelling issue for me. after aquiring through years of illness ( both CFS/ME and catching viruses that i had a hard time with) a extreme phobia to catching fever producing viruses. Especially influenza. Its destroyed my life, where my health improved.But my mind has just shut down, i refuse to go out at all in winter months, shops, buses, chrismas with relatives you name it i wont go.
So i have been having the flu jab for the last few years with what i thought was a good tolerance, however after this most recent one i am not so sure.
The last two or three years i seem to be getting what i can only describe is a bone condition of some kind. A aching and stinging sensation on the tops of both feet, sharp pains down the side of my feet, that come and go, Knee pain, pain in my shoulders, joints ect, have seemed to get worse then improve somewhat in cycles. It feels like auto immunity to me, or what i imagine auto immunity to be like.
I have been tested for Arthritis but it came back negative ? But heres the interesting thing 10 days after this recent flu jab( it takes 10 days for anti bodies to delevelop bear in mind ) 10 days after the jab, i noticed weakness in my legs. then bone pain started bad, in my feet, legs, knees, shoulders, and sides of my torso.
A feeling of heavyness and weakness in my legs like walking through water, or wearing led boots. All the pains i was getiing befor the jab, but now much worse ?
I thought i was getting gullian barre syndrome. I was scared out of my wits. The weakness and bone pain lasted quite bad for about 3 or 4 days, but is now improving a lot, as has the weakness in my legs.
I am convinced because it started on day ten, its to do with the production of anti bodies. If that is so, what has been causing the milder bone pain previouse to this ?
As it felt exactly the same, but to a less sever degree. I am strongly suspecting anti bodies.
Which would mean auto immunity. I will now have to see how long this bone pain lasts, my legs and feet have improved a lot, but my shoulders are still quite bad, hard to remove a tee shirt for example.
Another thing i noticed when these bone pains started, was clicking in my bones, my knees mostly, but arms too. Everytime i got up CLICK, it was ridiculouse, and was clearly related to the the start of the 10 day symptoms.
As the symptoms have improved, you guessed it, so has the clicking.
Now what do i do ? next year i will be basket case knowing i have no extra protection, because i think it might be dangerouse for me to continue with these yearly vaccines. If i get flu now, i am at the mercy of its full force. I really am starting to belive the norwegians are onto something. I dont belive It was the cause of the ME as that has improved dramatically over the years. But these other symptoms i belive are related to autoimmunity. Its interesting that GBS often starts with a infection. As might other autoimmunity conditions. Which the ME could seem to be a catalyst. As mine started with classic flu like attacks with high temperatures. I am hoping this all might make sense to others on here. And what they think of what i am saying. Its certainly related to this disccussuion. Very timely so for me.